20th June 2005 "It's all about you..."

well peeps i'm back!!!! miss me?? hahaha!!! if u havent guessed from the title... u got it all wrong... i couldnt think of a title so i might as well put the title of the song dats been in my head 4 a while (thanks to fox).. its all about u... its a nice song i'll giv u dat.. meaningful lyrics.. its been a very long time... results came out n i did ok i guess (dis is comin 4 a guy who had a mind set of failing 2 of my courses).. things came n went.. in my case... the past, present n future came back 2 haunt me... as i said once 2 a friend, some things are better left dead n buried, never again 2 surface.. i've found out about certain things dat hav happen n frankly i wished i never did.. wow dat sounds like something out of a sci fi movie.. hahaha.. but its true... i never knew how certain actions n events could change certain things.. to think i could've been different from wat i am 2day.. its not dat i'm not grateful n all... but i wished i could've done certain things in my life differently.. god (2 all da animals out dere, u kno i'm serious).. sigh.. been catching up on stuff... its been so long dat my online game character has been partying n shopping like crazy... on the flip side he's freakin rich now.. hahaha!!!! people come n go but friends are here 2 stay... so i thought but it doesnt really matter since its only a remote case... so far i see no one has changed.. although they might change in apperance but i kno they're still da same.. n for dat i'm glad.. =) missin a few people who i havent seen in a long time... wish could see u all!!! i reallly doooo!!! hey hey guess wat?! i found something really cool.. read dis...

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hehehe!!! its so god damn funny!!! i fished it out of someone's list of testimonials (drey if ur reading this, i'm sorry but i had 2 do it! hehe!!) now where was i.... oh yes... today (yes i mean the moment i'm writing this) i found out something n my heart got crushed... yes it got crushed... wat hurt da most was dat dat person didnt mention it 2 me... not i word or peep... n dat hurt me even more.. i kno dat people need 2 keep some secrets but this secret shouldnt be kept.. well i'm not sure of it anyway but i'll find out soon enough if its true... damn.. why do i keep doing it 2 myself?!?!?! why do i hav 2 be two things at once?! the pessimist n the optimist.. the angel n the devil... whenever i try 2 pick a side, people always think i pick da wrong side... maybe they're right maybe they're wrong.. i dunno... i've been feeling too tired n sick 2 do anything bout it.. even my online game character is sick of his life... man... do i sound like a psycho or wat?! i dunno wats wrong with me... i've been havin wierd dreams.... always sad.. always angry.. always disappointed... never a happy ending.. wat happened 2 my other dreams dat have happy endings?!?! helloooo!!!! are u out there???? i need u 2 come back now!!!!! a 21yr old chinese-malay young adult needs help here!!!!!! (does dis sound familiar 2 u horse?? hehehe!!) ahhhh... feel a lot better now.. its good 2 release some tension once in a while by doing ridiculous stuff... wow!! guess wat?! i just found a few more old friends who i havent seen in a while!!! thank u friendster!!! been missing these guys so much n now i hav a chance 2 catch up with them!!!! yay!!!! hope they still remember me... ah jis... a school full of memories... i wonder how da old gang is doin.. if i remember well they did say dat we should hav a reunion every 8 years... guess everyone forgot bout it.. sigh.. i dunno how long i'll be in this world... yes i kno nobody knows dat but i kinda wished i did... u kno so i can make a list n then try 2 finish it off before my demise.. it may sound sad but didnt u ever wished dat u could've done this or done that?? uh uh uh!!!! (i kno, it makes me sound like a monkey) i found something again!!! read this...

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hahahaha!!! got this off another testi from someone.. man i dunno if the writer was pissed or it was just his sarcasm... i kno a few people who r like dat but dats why i love them sooo much!!!! a few of my frenz say i've changed... maybe i hav... some people started 2 treat me differently... there's my paranoid side talking again.. hahahaha!!! been in da hostel 4 quite a while now.. i havent been home... dunno why.. sigh.. sometimes people call me wierd bcoz of da things i do but when it comes down 2 it, they kno they dont really mean it.. if i'm happy, they're happy n vice versa... if i ever hav a reunion, i would make this speech..

+Ladies n gentlemen!!! its great 2 hav u all back!! gosh its been so long!! all of u look fantastic!! seeing ur faces brings back good memories. hope u all remember me. yes yes its me da kampung boy, fishballs, u kno da rest. i've missed u guys! i've kept in touch wit some of u but even then we didnt talk much. i hope u all hav great lives n achieved great things. i kno all of u are capable of it. after all these years, when i look back, no one could ever match up to u guys, n gals. u people were the best n forever will be, in my heart. well then, lets get this party started!!!!+

hahaha!!! well peeps gotta go... got a movie 2 watch.. luv u all.. adios!!!!