20th October 2005 (All for one and one for all... more or less..)

it has been quite a while peeps... miss me?? hahaha guess not... well here i am again.. whether u like it or not... hahaha i'm so mean.... i checkd out the msn spaces from messenger.. not bad, not bad... could use a little work tho... in terms of customization... man have i been busy... gotthe business up and running... building and building and building... 3 weeks plus and ord 20+ deep... wow!!! i couldnt believe it myself.. but i cant stop now... must keep momentum going.... which is why i feel exhausted all the time... coupled witht the assigments and stuff, its been one hell of a few weeks.... but i know this hard work wont go to waste.... i'm sure of it... i can feel its worth.... all i need to do is hold my head up high and just keep on moving forward... cant stop... some people might say i'm pushing myself too hard... well u only live once right? might as well give everything ur best shot... because i dun want to live with regrets... its one thing to have not tried something but to regret not trying it is worse... to live in a world where negativity is the menu of the day is quite a challange... thank god to my team... they've been there for me since day 1 and i hope they'll support me through my trying days... i've only been in for 3 weeks + so i'm still pretty green... i hope to learn more from my mentor cause he's one great man with a lot of experience and skill to hand down... and i want to be there to catch every bit of it... it might sound a bit too greedy but hey, i'd rather be greedy of knowledge than greeedy of debt or loans... i'm more financially intelligent now than i was a few weeks ago... i'm now interested on being a financial planner... it sounds easy but its not... i've had a go at that kind of job n i find it very rewarding... i guess being just an accountantisnt enough for me... i'm looking for better and harder things to test my true self to the limit... at this point of time i dun understand people when they say they cant do or they just dont have time to do certain things... to me that sounds ridiculous.. if other people can do it so can i right???? well i guess thats it for now peeps.. gotta go do my thing.... adios amigos...