16th December 2008 (2008 Reflections)

hello peeps!!! i decided to write up reflections to wrap up my 2008. i already put it up in my facebook so im just putting it here to complete the circle hehehe. here it is!!!


2008 - Reflections

Right now, i'm having the time of my life!! Good and bad things have happened, but that's what makes life a blast!!! 2008, you made me laugh, you made me cry, you made me happy, you made me sad. Looking back at this year and previous years, it makes me wonder, where has the time gone to? time really is a continuos force, never stopping for anyone. if asked would i change the past? i wouldnt :) i am glad that the choices i made in the past has placed me where i am right now. The friends i have gained and lost, the people i have met and not met, the things i have done and not done, if it wasnt for these, i would be somewhere else in life.


the funny thing about life is, you are given choices everyday, whether you realize it or not. the choice of what clothes to wear, what words you can speak, what you will write. i admit that some of the choices i have made are not the best of choices, and i do regret making those choices. however, the past is the past, accept it, learn from it. life is too wonderful to be hung up ur past mistakes. besides, mistakes are what makes us human. we learn a lot more from mistakes than we realize. it is hard to accept but time will heal it, with help from our friends :) i am blessed to have such wonderful friends in my life, from all shades and places of this planet we call earth, it is amazing to see how much we have in common.


2008 has imparted many lesson with me, some were enlightening, others were sad realizations. Believe that every choice you make counts, the intentions set, the expectations removed, the energy that was present when the decision was made, it will affect you in the future. Be aware of yourself and others, the energy they emit, the energy you emit, your actions, the actions of others. Be aware of the thoughts we have, why we are having these thoughts and what caused them. The first step to understanding others is by understanding yourself, the deeper you go into yourself, the more insightful you become. Love is in essence unconditional, although we humans have different perceptions regarding love, truth of the matter is, love is not monetary, it is not in the form of material possessions. True love is the act of choosing to give and receive love, without expecting enything in return, without judging who should receive love, without considering their physical outlook. Along this journey called life, we have lost parts of ourselves, taken away by others, You are only as confident, happy and as loving as you think you are. If you feel you are not happy or unsure that you are happy, chances are you aren't. Think positively about yourself, have confidence, and you will achieve many things you never dreamed possible. Something may not be as clear the first time around, as it only involves the physical aspect of yourself. Look at it a second time, you will see something else, a different perspective.


As i've mentioned earlier, the past is what got us into the position we are now but it does not dictate who we are. What kind of person we were in the past is not the kind of person we are now. Our past does not define who we are. I've come to realize my attitude, actions, phrasing and my energy in the past, and i didn't like what i saw. At first i denied it, "i'm not that kind of person!" or "i'm this kind of person!". After all that self-denial blew over, i came to see, i WAS that person. However, i now have a choice. I can choose to be that person again, or be someone who isn't like that, someone who is nicer, kind, caring, aware, loving. It took time, courage and postive energy from friends to make it work for me and for that i am grateful to them :D


Today is a gift, that is why it is called the present. These words didn't hold much meaning for me in the past, but now i realize how true these words are. "Where are we? Right here. Who am i? This moment.". Very few people know the significance of the present. We only have this moment, the present, to choose, to take action. We cannot change the past, the future is still unknown. Being in the moment, the present, is being aware, the energy you emit, the energy around you, your thoughts. The only thing we truly OWN this world is the energy we emit, the actions we do, the words we say. We do not own our car, our spouses, our children, our bodies. It is on loan to us, as we are the caretakers. The choice to nuture or destroy is in our hands. Our actions, energy, words will live on in other people, for many years to come. Make a choice. Do we pass on our negative thoughts, actions, energy or do we pass on our positive thoughts, actions, energy? A small act of kindness, with the right intention and energy, can have an impact in the world in ways you could never imagine.


Belief, hope, faith, rediscover the meaning of these words in your own self. Being present does not mean to disregard the future. When you make decisions now, have the belief, the faith and the hope that the decision you make now, will guide you to a better future.


Choices, decisions, we make them everyday, without thinking how it would affect us, how it would affect other people and how it would affect our life. Ask yourself before making a decision, "what am i doing this for?". Are you making the decision to hurt someone? to make them happy?. then ponder this, "why am i doing this?". Did they hurt you? do you want to return a favour?. Be aware of the energy that is in you when making the decision because this energy will be passed. Positive energy will bring about more positive energy and likewise for negative.


Life is a wonderful journey, and as 2008 looms to a close, i would like to bid it farewell. I have learned, met, experienced, seen, many wonderful things, people, places. New opportunities and challenges await all of us in 2009, full of wonderous mysteries, about ourselves, about other people, and about our destiny.


With Love, Ash :)

7th December 2008 (Ikenai Taiyou, Tuo Diao and She Could Be You)

hello peeps!!!!! Today is the best day of our lives!!!! this sentence has been waking me up for the past few weeks now and its a welcome greeting from ppl!!!! :D

first off i'm gonna list down songs that i have been listening to. and here are the lyrics!!!

Ikenai Taiyou

by

Orange Range

Ikenai taiyou Na Na

Chotto de ii kara misete kurenai ka

Omae no sekushii feromon de ore mero mero

Ah furechaisou demo ikenai no!

Jojo ni kou naru kodou tomerarenai wa

Kawasu kotoba no kioku tooku kuchimoto no ugoki ni yureugoku

Nureta kami wo nadeta soshite Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku wa chigau n ja nai?

Ore no seishun sonna mon ja nai atsuku oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya ya da yo ore wa ikenai taiyou Na Na

"akai ito" nante esora goto demo shita gokoro de sae shinjitai no

Ore wa tadashii kimi mo tadashii tonikaku mou sayuu sarenai ze

Damashi damasare mune uzuku heta na shibai ga yori moriageru yoru

Iki ga mimi ni fureta futari Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku wa chigau n ja nai?

Atashi no seishun sonna mon ja nai atsuku oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya ya da yo atashi ikenai taiyou

Kawasu kotoba no kioku tooku kuchimoto no ugoki ni yureugoku

Nureta kami wo nadeta soshite Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku wa chigau n ja nai?

Ore no seishun sonna mon ja nai atsuku oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya ya da yo ore wa ikenai taiyou

Karamiau ito wa kimi to ore wo musubu akai ito

Na Na

The Bad Sun (Ikenai Taiyou - English translation)

by

Orange Range

The bad sun, na na

Just for a second, won't you show me?

I'm falling down from your sexy pheromones

Ah, it looks like I'm going to touch you, but I can't!

Little by little, my pulse gets faster, I can't be stopped

Memories of the words that we exchanged are far off, trembling with the movement of my mouth

I stroked your wet hair, and ah

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that

But aren't things different inside of your heart?

My youth, there's no such thing; I want to finish it off passionately, inside of me

I definitely don't want to be without you, I'm the bad sun, na na

A "red thread" is a pipe dream, but I want to believe in my motives

I'm right, you're right too; but anyway, I won't be controlled anymore

Deceiving and being deceived, my heart aches; a terrible drama brings the night to a climax

Our breaths meet each other's ears, ah

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that

But aren't things different inside of your heart?

My youth, there's no such thing; I want to finish it off passionately, inside of me

I definitely don't want to be without you, I'm the bad sun

Memories of the words that we exchanged are far off, trembling with the movement of my mouth

I stroked your wet hair, and ah

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that

But aren't things different inside of your heart?

My youth, there's no such thing; I want to finish it off passionately, inside of me

I definitely don't want to be without you, I'm the bad sun

Our threads are entangled, a red thread binds you and I together

Na na

Tuo Diao

by

Alex To

YEAH TWO THOUSAND FOUR

SUMMER TIME BABY

HIT IT UP YO

ONE TWO ONE TWO THREE FOUR

wai tao tuo diao tuo diao wai tao tuo diao

shang yi tuo diao tuo diao shang yi tuo diao

mian ju tuo diao tuo diao gui mao tuo diao tuo diao

tong tong tuo diao tuo diao

tuo tuo tuo tuo

HEY YO chuan shang bao hu se hai zi yi wei you kan tou

xiang yao you dian gao tou zen me lao shi jue de hen ben zhong

zai ye kan bu xia qu bie guai ren kou tai duo na shi xin shi chong chong

kong qi wu zhuo you ren tai guo yong zhong

liao liao ba jiu shi xiang de tai duo you ka zhu tou

cha dian yao ben xing liu lu jiu bu yao ying guo tou

qi qing liu yu ren yi dao de shui bu shi tian sheng jiu you

YO BABY YEAH BABY

quan tuo diao huan yi tao jiu di kai qiao

wo men chuan le tai duo fan nao re dao zi ji shou bu liao

pi qi zong hui mo ming qi miao mo yan you sha xiao

ni xin ku wo xin ku he bi na me ku

YEAH BABY YEAH BABY

gui ju tai duo yi qi tuo diao you gao tou yi qi biao

hun shen shang bu qing shuang chang liang kuai huo zhe duo mei hao

ni zhi dao ni xiang yao na yang cai qiao

THIS AIN'T ABOUT SEX

UH-UH IT'S ABOUT LOVE

AND IF YOU CAN FEEL IT

LET ME HEAR YOU SAY

NA NA NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA NA NA

tong tong tuo diao

NA NA NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA NA NA

wai tao tuo diao tuo diao wai tao tuo diao

shang yi tuo diao tuo diao shang yi tuo diao

mian ju tuo diao tuo diao gui mao tuo diao tuo diao

tong tong tuo diao tuo diao

tuo tuo tuo tuo

you chong dong mei xing dong na jiu shen me dou bao gao

mei wen ti gan cui wo men lai fen gong he zuo

shui yao dian na ba huo shui yao huo shang jia you

chang zi re le shui dou bu yao duo gan cui jia xi zhen zuo

tiao jin lai jiao huo gei ni ji hui fang zong

bai tuo da jia bu yao bai zai mei shi chuan tai duo

yi er san tuo de jin guang duan lian shen ti you tu po

YO BABY, I WANT YOU, I NEED YOU

GIRL LET'S GO

wo men chuan le tai duo fan nao re dao zi ji shou bu liao

pi qi zong hui mo ming qi miao mo yan you sha xiao

ni xin ku wo xin ku he bi na me ku

YEAH BABY YEAH BABY

gui ju tai duo yi qi tuo diao you gao tou yi qi biao

hun shen shang bu qing shuang chang liang kuai huo zhe duo mei hao

ni zhi dao ni xiang yao na yang cai qiao

HA HA HA HA

I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU YEAH

BUT I'M FEELING GOOD

AND IF YOU CAN FEEL IT TOO

JUST SHOW ME WHAT YOU GOT

NA NA NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA NA NA

tong tong tuo diao

NA NA NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA NA NA

wai tao tuo diao tuo diao wai tao tuo diao

shang yi tuo diao tuo diao shang yi tuo diao

mian ju tuo diao tuo diao gui mao tuo diao tuo diao

tong tong tuo diao tuo diao

tuo tuo tuo tuo

She Could Be You

by

Shawn Hlookoff

I'm haunted by this photograph

Don't know why

Every time I look, I get shivers down my spine

You're such a beautiful face

I know those eyes

They take me back in time

She could be you

I wouldn't even know

She could be you

But that was long ago

She could be you

I wish that I could tell you

What you don't know

I dream about that day

But it's impossible

In another world,

I'll be yours tonight

But I can't break free from this life

She could be you

I wouldn't even know

She could be you

But that was long ago

She could be you

I see it all the time

I know it's true

A picture doesn't lie

She could be you

I wouldn't even know

She could be you

But that was long ago

She could be you

She could be you

She could be you

thats all for now peeps. will update more soon!!!

Adios!!!

13th November 2008 (Wolf Like Me, Closer, You Are Mine, Truth about Feelings, A New Earth)

Hello peeps!!

back again with another post!!

it has been a while since i'v thought abt my old friends from my JIS years. some i knew very well, some i wish i had known better, and some i wish i had taken the time to get to know. im still in contact with some of them, thorugh msn, facebook. however, most of them have jus gone off and its funny how much you miss them, even after such a long time. i miss you all!

as most of you know, i'v been listening to a lot of songs nowadays and here are 3 of my top songs now, "Wolf Like Me" by TV On The Radio, "Closer" by Joshua Radin and "You Are Mine" by Mutemath. as usual, here are the lyrics!!

Wolf Like Me

By

TV On The Radio

Say say my playmate

Won't you lay your hands on me

Mirror my malady

Transfer my tragedy

Got a curse I cannot lift

Shines when the sunset shifts

When the moon is round and full

Gotta bust that box gotta gut that fish

(My mind's aflame)

We could jet in a stolen car

But I bet we wouldnt get too far

Before the transformation takes

Its bloodlust tanks and

Crave gets slaked

My mind has changed

My body's framed,

But God I like it

My heart's aflame

My heart is strained

But God I like it

Charge me your day rate

I'll turn you out in time

When the moon is round and full

Gonna teach you tricks that'll blow your mongrel mind

Baby doll I recognize

You're a hideous thing inside

If ever there were a lucky kind

It's you, you, you, you

I know it's strange

Another way

To get to know you

You'll never know

Unless we go

So let me show you

I know it's strange

Another way

To get to know you

We've got 'til noon

Here comes the moon

So let it show you

Show you

(now)

Dream me oh dreamer

Down to the floor

Open my hands and let them

Weave onto yours

Feel me, completer

Down to my core

Open my heart and let it

Bleed onto yours

Feeding on fever

Down on all fours

Show you what all the

howling's for

Hey hey my playmate

Let me lay waste to thee

Burned down their hanging trees

It's hot (here), hot (here), hot (here), hot (here)

Got a curse we cannot lift

Shines when the sunset shifts

There's a curse comes with a kiss (we're howling forever)

The bite that binds the gift that gives (oh, oh)

Now that we got gone for good (we're howling forever)

Writhing under your riding hood (oh, oh)

Tell your gra'ma and your mama too (we're howling forever)

It's true, true, true, true... (oh, oh)

We're howling forever

Oh, oh

Closer

By

Joshua Radin

So, you're alone again

I wish it were over

we seem to never end

only get closer

to the point where I can take no more

the clouds in your eyes

down your face they pour

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

hush my baby now

your talking is just noise and won't lay me down amongst

your toys in a room where I can take no more

the clouds in your eyes

down your face they pour

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

photographs and brightly colored paper

are your mask you wear in this caper

that is our life

we walk right into the strife

and a tear from your eye brings me home

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

You are Mine

By

Mutemath

Everyone has their obsession

Consuming thoughts, consuming time

They hold high their prized posession

That defines the meaning of their lives

You are mine

You are mine

You are mine, oh mine

You are mine

There are objects of affection

That can mesmerize the soul

There is always one addiction

That just cannot be controlled

You are mine

You are mine

You are mine, oh mine

You are mine

Everyone has their obsession

Consuming thoughts, consuming time

They hold high their prized posession

They hold high their prized posession

for the past week or so, i'v done a lot of thinking and searching within myself for answers. and i have come across very.... interesting stuff. the truth about feelings, particularly my own. i have realised that it took one person to show me wat i SHOULD do in relationships. it was one of those moments of enlightenment that people have from time to time. its funny tho, if it was for her, i wud have kept repeating this pattern of how i go abt with relationships.

love carries no burden, love brings joy, true love is giving affection with out expecting anything in return, loving someone even tho they disappoint you, loving someone even though they have hurt you. i ahve always acted in a way where i jus cut off any love from the people that upset me, becoming a robot, no emotion towads them watsoever. thinking back, i feel guilty but wats done is done. and truth be told, those people have forgiven me as i have come to forgive them.

i'v been reading a book which some of you may have heard of, A New Earth. even from the first few pages, it has helped me realize and become aware of a lot more things abt my life. i would recommend it for anyone to read :D

well peeps, it wont be long now before my KL/Kuching trip for CV 3. i cant wait to meet some friends and make new ones. being around these special people has made my life richer and more fulfilling :D i cant thank them enuf and i will remember them for many years to come, creating many precious memories along the way :D

i think thats all for now!!!

adios, amigos ;)

11th November 2008 (My Life As I Like It, Hana Kimi, Quantum of Solace, Colors, Energy, Above and Below and Holding Out For A Hero)

hi peeps!!!

this is probably the most active i have been in writing on my blog and im currently scouting for any old or new TV series to watch so watch out for new reviews!! :D

i had a chance to look at one blog that i made as a means to vent out my frustration and anger. i have never told anyone abt this blog either and i believe now is the time to let it be known. i made it way back in 2005 and when i read it now, the stuff in it kinda makes sense now :) i only have one post on it but written there is something i wud cherish forever :D

heres the link - http://mylifeasilikeit.blogspot.com/

i have been watching this tv series entitled Hana Kimi. its a japanese series, with a taiwanese version in the market as well. however, The King, my female work mate, told me that the japanese version is by far the nicest one. its abt a girl who goes into a disguise as a boy to enter a school where the boy loves is studying in. it will leave you speechless, it will make u laugh, it will even make u shed a tear. go, find, watch!!! :D

in my last post i had told u abt the movie night my company made. it was the new james bond movie and truth be told.... it wasnt that good.... the only thing keeping me awake was the loud noise and explosions....... i wud recommend that u wait for the DVD to come out... u wud not miss anything....

iv come to realize a few things abt myself and one of them is that i have a choice in every decision i make, every action i do. no matter wat color is present, i have a choice on whether to own it or let it go. i am thankful that i have a few teachers and guides in my life that can show me the way and open up my world :D

iv been listening to a lot of new music lately and heres a couple that might i have just heard.

the first one is 'Above and Below' by The Bravery. i first heard of this song in the movie Never Back Down. the other song is 'Holding Out for A Hero' by Frou Frou. apparently, this song is in the ost album of shrek 2!! as usual here are the lyrics!!!

Above and Below

By The Bravery

Ooowwww

Ooowwww

Sometimes I feel

Like I wanna leave this place for good

Under the ground

I'll live down there without a sound

And never hear

These hissing voices all the same

I'll disappear

Causing living makes me feel ashamed

Ooowwww

Ooowwww

I must believe

There's more above us and below

I must believe

Stranded with this bitch called hope

It keeps me here

When all I wanna do is go

It keeps me here

When all I wanna do is disappear

If this is it

When all we have and ever will

If this is it

Time is running out and standing still

I'll leave today

Cause there's nothing left to keep me here

I'll fade away

I'll turn my back and disappear

The city moves

Lunges up right from the ground

The seething Earth

It opens up and spits us out

This vicious child

Nature never wanted us

This vicious child

A cancer burning black into it's heart

If this is it

When all we have and ever will

If this is it

Time is running out and standing still

I'll leave today

Cause there's nothing left to keep me here

I'll fade away

I'll turn my back and disappear

Ooowwww

Sometimes I feel

Like I wanna leave this place for good

Under the ground

I'll live down there without a sound

And never hear

These hissing voices all the same

I'll disappear

Causing living makes me feel ashamed

If this is it

When all we have and ever will

If this is it

Time is running out and standing still

I'll leave today

Cause there's nothing left to keep me here

I'll fade away

I'll turn my back and disappear

I'll turn my back and disappear

Holding Out for A Hero

By Frou Frou

Where have all the good men gone

And where are all the gods?

Where's the street-wise Hercules

To fight the rising odds?

Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?

Late at night I I toss and turn and dream of what I need

[Chorus]

I need a hero

I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night

He's gotta be strong

And he's gotta be fast

And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero

I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light

He's gotta be sure

And it's gotta be soon

And he's gotta be larger than life

Somewhere after midnight

In my wildest fantasy

Somewhere just beyond my reach

There's someone reaching back for me

Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat

It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

[Chorus]

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above

Out where the lightning splits the sea

I would swear that there's someone somewhere

Watching me

Through the wind and the chill and the rain

And the storm and the flood

I can feel his approach

Like the fire in my blood

well i guess thats all peeps!! 

Adios!!!! :D

8th November 2008 (Jakarta, Your Guardian Angel, Friendship, Clothes and James Bond)

hello peeps!!!

im back again with another rant!!

my best friend, yat , is going to jakarta for 3 months as an intern for ASEAN. its a good opportunity for her since her life her isnt really going so well. although i will miss her but i wish her all the best :)

i dun recall mentioning that my fren azz has left the company. on his last day, he showed us a video. it was very nostalgic but the song that was playing with it almost moved me to tears. if i have the time i'll try to upload the video :) the title of the song is Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and as usual, here are the lyrics!!!!

Your Guardian Angel

By

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile, 

Tears roll down my face.

I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong, I have figured out, 

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.

And I know I'll find deep inside me, 

I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)

I'll stand up with you forever.

I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay, 

It's okay, 

It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay.

Seasons are changing, 

And waves are crashing, 

And stars are falling all for us.

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter, 

I can show you I'll be the one. 

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)

I'll stand up with you forever.

I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y, 

My true love, my whole heart.

Please don't throw that away.

'Cause I'm here... for you! 

Please don't walk away and, 

Please tell me you'll stay! 

Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! 

Stay! 

Whoa-oh! 

Use me as you will! 

Pull my strings just for a thrill! 

And I know I'll be okay, 

Though my skies are turning grey! (grey! grey! ) 

I will never let you fall! 

I'll stand up with you forever! 

I'll be there for you through it all, 

Even if saving you sends me to heaven! 

I will never let you fall! 

I'll stand up with you forever! 

I'll be there for you through it all, 

Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

today at lunch i came to visit yvon, one of the people i have come to know for the past few years. we had an interesting chat about people and ourselves. i came to realize that no matter how bad of an influence a friend can be, it gives me no right to jus up and disappear from their lives. i'll jus have to make a choice, lose a few good frens that i have come to know and love, or be by their side thru thick and thin regardless of how they may treat u. at first i was not so sure i'd like to do it but after giving it some thought, i am the only person that can make choices for myself. so now its up to me. now for the million dollar question, what am i going to do, with my one wild and precious life? ;)

yesterday, yat and i went shopping for clothes and shoes. wats the occasion? the company is arranging a movie night this sunday to watch the latest James Bond movie :D so i decided to bring along yat. first we had dinner at ideal in gdg, wasnt the most satisfying dinner i have had but the company i ate with was wat mattered :D actually, the idea to get clothes came abt during dinner. the original plan was to jus have dinner and then go home. but one thing led to another, so we ended up spending up to 10pm going around gdg, shopping. it was great fun~~~~~~ with my colour-blindness, im not a really good judge of wat colours are nice. thats why having her around helped me out. i am going to miss her when she's not around~~~ most of the stuff bought last night was for me but there are 2 items that she bought for herself. a pair of sunglasses and shoes. actually, i paid for the sunglasses coz she wanted me to buy it for her. anyway, at the end of it, we wanted to go for a drink but decided not to coz we were both tired~~~

well peeps, i guess thats it for now!

more updates will come! whenever i feel like it of coz ;)

adios!!

6th November 2008 (CV 2, CV 3, How I Met Your Mother and MinDef)

hello peeps!!!

its been a long time since my last post and i'v got a few things to write!!

first off, im no longer seeing anyone!! as bad as it sounds, its refreshing to realize that i can still choose who i want to be with :D

i got a call from mindef a few weeks back offering me a job! it was something that came along at jus the right time so i replied that i was interested and handed back my application form. so its jus waiting for the interview call now :D

i'v been watching a series titled "How I Met Your Mother". first off, i really didnt want to watch it but after some contemplating and persuation from azz, i finally said "okay fine. jus give me all the seasons you got.". he gave me seasons 1-3 and i'v been hooked ever since. im almost done with season 2 and season 4 is the current season. for those who like a good laugh and good storyline, this is a must watch :D 

CV 2 in brunei was held in october and it was fun! met a some people i know and a few new ones as well. i became very good frens with several of them and its a relief to find people i can relate with :D became very close to 3 people during that time, G (malaysian girl that works in spore), E (G's younger sister) and Rad (my CV 1 class mate). we came to realize a lot of things during those few days and it has made us closer than anyone wud have imagined. 

Next step for me is goin to CV 3 which is going to be in kuching~~~~~ i have never been to kuching but i heard from my mei mei that its a very nice place. plus G and E are goin to be there as well. truthfully, i was thinking of skipping CV 3 in kuching but those two persuaded me to go. it shud be interesting :D

well peeps, i gues thats all for now.

adios!!!

29th September 2008 (Red Rose and Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You)

hello people!!!!

another blog post, another rant and another day!!!! :)

first off i was set up on a blind date by Win with one of her cousins, Dot. that was on thursday and friday, both Win and Dot dropped by RC. i was suprised bcoz i wasnt expecting for Win to set it up that fast, and i was doin work with Marriz and Naz helping them out with the company's hari raya E-card. Dot gave me a rose she used in a photo shoot. it was an unbloomed rose and it had a certain scent to it and last night i found out why ;) 

me and Dot hung out last night. met her in coffee bean with her photog gang. sat there, talked with the gang for a bit, and waited for Win to drop by, which she didnt in the end!! :P

but either way, we moved to RC and no one was there. we agreed that this was not a proper date hehehe. so while we wer there, we talked abt ourselves a bit, where we've been, which skool we went too. Win was taking her sweet time gettin here so we wondering if she was ever gonna show up at all. my fren Liza showed up with a bottle but i didnt feel like having any coz i had to drive Dot home :P

when she finally showed up, she was jus grinning her face off and both of us jus rolled our eyes. Win wanted to send Dot home but she finally gave in and let me send her home :)

i've been listening to a song by Muse, titled Cant Take My eyes off of you. a nice twist to an old song!! here are the lyrics ;)

Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You By Muse

You're just too good to be true 

Can't take my eyes off of you 

You feel like heaven to touch 

I wanna hold you so much 

At long last love has arrived 

And I thank God I'm alive 

You're just too good to be true 

Can't take my eyes off of you 

Pardon the way that I stare 

There's nothing else to compare 

The sight of you makes me weak 

There are no words left to speak 

So if you feel like I feel 

Please let me know that it's real

Youre just to good to be true

Can't take my eyes off of you 

I love you baby, and if it's quite alright 

I need you baby to warm the lonely nights 

I love you baby, trust in me when I say 

Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray 

Oh pretty baby, now that I've found you 

Let me love you baby, let me love you 

You're just too good to be true 

Can't take my eyes off of you 

You feel like heaven to touch 

I wanna hold you so much 

At long last love has arrived 

And I thank God I'm alive 

You're just too good to be true 

Can't take my eyes off of you

I love you baby, and if it's quite alright 

I need you baby to warm the lonely nights 

I love you baby, trust in me when I say 

Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray 

Oh pretty baby, now that I've found you 

Let me love you baby, let me love you

well i suppose thats it for now peeps!!!

Adios!!!

25th September 2008 (BMW and Models)

Hello people!!!!! you guessed it!!! its the grand unveiling!!!!!! Enjoy!!! the model used in this is none other than the handsome, gentlemanly, Rahman of Red Canopy!!!!

Eseh, mcm banar c rahman ah, hehehe!!

eksen tido ka? iatah caranya pose mcm org kaya tah ni~~~~ hehehe