5th July 2009 (Sky, Breakable, Overload II, Prototype, Bowling)

Sky

By

Joshua Radin feat. Ingrid Michaelson

I woke

Dreaming we had broke

Dreaming you left me

For someone new

And you cried

Drying those brown eyes

Crying you're sorry

Sorry won't do, but...

This is the way I need to wake

I wake to you

And you never left me

All that I'd dreamt had been untrue

Open my eyes

I see sky

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know

The way to keep me on my toes

I, I, I will be fine

Just say you'll stay forever mine

Till we fall asleep tonight

Last night

We had a great fight

I fell asleep in a horrible state

Then dreamt

That you loved my best friend

My heart would not mend

Seemed it was fake, but

This is the way I need to wake

I wake to you

And you never left me

All that I'd dreamt had been untrue

Open my eyes

I see sky

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know

The way to keep me on my toes

I, I, I will be fine

Just say you'll stay forever mine

'Til we fall asleep tonight

Sometimes I forget to

Love you like I should

But I'd never leave you

No, I never would

I never would

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know

The way to keep me on my toes

I, I, I will be fine

Just say you'll stay forever mine

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know

The way to keep me on my toes

I, I, I will be fine

Just say you'll stay forever mine

'Til we fall asleep tonight

'Til we fall asleep tonight

Breakable

By

Ingrid Michaelson

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?

Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.

So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,

And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.

And we are so fragile,

And our cracking bones make noise,

And we are just,

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

You fasten my seatbelt because it is the law.

In your two ton death trap I finally saw.

A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret.

Then you drove me to places I'll never forget.

And we are so fragile,

And our cracking bones make noise,

And we are just,

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

And we are so fragile,

And our cracking bones make noise,

And we are just,

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls-

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls-

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

I've been listening to Ingrid Michaelson for the past 2 weeks and i find that the songs are very nice! ^_^ i find the music very soothing, and listening to it while just sitting down and watching everything going around u~~~~ ^_^ 

I bought several new games over the past few weeks but 2 of them have ben deemed worthy fo mentioning~~ Overlord II, the game where you control minions, is fun and entertaining, with the interesting puzzle like challenges, and funny comments by the NPCs ^_^ i especially enjoy the funny comments ;)

Prototype, is a third person action game, where you are Alex Mercer, a man who doesnt remember his past, but has the ability to shape-shift and consume others. the game is mission based, much like burnout, in a sense that there is a free roam option. this is probably one of my favorite options, i can wreck havoc at anytime ;)

last friday i went bowling with azi and ajib, since azi suggested it, since we haven't met each other and sat down to talk in a long time. it was fun catching up, talking abt stuff happening now, as well as stuff in the future ^_^ even after so many years, they havent changed much, i still feel that they are the same as they were back in uni. 

well i suppose thats all peeps! ^_^

Ciao

23rd June 2009 (Bicycle, Sunrise and the best day of your life)

Morning peeps!!! this might be my earliest post yet!!

yesterday, a few things happened!

while i was waiting for my fren, D, at RC, i decided to talk to yan abt my coming over to work for him. next thing u know, i was on the road, on the way to BLNG!! well he did say, it was only for a short while..... yeah right! it was more like hours.. by the time i got back to RC batu besurat, it was already 9:30pm!!! i was more worried that D was waiting for a long time since i promised earlier than that.... but bless his soul, he was there waiting and i dunno how many times i said sorry to him... sorry again bro :(

anyway, we got talking about a few things, and afterwards i know what i shud do ^_^ i dun say this enuf to him... thank you!! ^_^ you cant buy friendship like this, and for that i am grateful.

on another side note, while we were sitting down, there was a guy riding a bicycle... normally people would not notice him... but this bicycle had a package... in the form of a young child!! this baby was in the backseat, that looks like a make shift baby-holder... the thing was, both the dad (well im assuming its the dad) and the baby looked very happy together... and it was very cute.... although D did point out that its quite dangerous which is valid.. but i cant help but see the happiness of them spending time with each other... and past father's day, its a sweet memory for that dad and maybe for the baby as well ^_^

all that has happened last night amde me realize that somethings are just out of your control... you can mope around abt it, be sad, be depressed, be alone... or you can show up to others, share your worries with someone, make today the best day of our lives ^_^


well thats all peeps!!! back to work!! ^_^

Ciao

29th September 2008 (Red Rose and Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You)

hello people!!!!

another blog post, another rant and another day!!!! :)

first off i was set up on a blind date by Win with one of her cousins, Dot. that was on thursday and friday, both Win and Dot dropped by RC. i was suprised bcoz i wasnt expecting for Win to set it up that fast, and i was doin work with Marriz and Naz helping them out with the company's hari raya E-card. Dot gave me a rose she used in a photo shoot. it was an unbloomed rose and it had a certain scent to it and last night i found out why ;) 

me and Dot hung out last night. met her in coffee bean with her photog gang. sat there, talked with the gang for a bit, and waited for Win to drop by, which she didnt in the end!! :P

but either way, we moved to RC and no one was there. we agreed that this was not a proper date hehehe. so while we wer there, we talked abt ourselves a bit, where we've been, which skool we went too. Win was taking her sweet time gettin here so we wondering if she was ever gonna show up at all. my fren Liza showed up with a bottle but i didnt feel like having any coz i had to drive Dot home :P

when she finally showed up, she was jus grinning her face off and both of us jus rolled our eyes. Win wanted to send Dot home but she finally gave in and let me send her home :)

i've been listening to a song by Muse, titled Cant Take My eyes off of you. a nice twist to an old song!! here are the lyrics ;)

Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You By Muse

You're just too good to be true 

Can't take my eyes off of you 

You feel like heaven to touch 

I wanna hold you so much 

At long last love has arrived 

And I thank God I'm alive 

You're just too good to be true 

Can't take my eyes off of you 

Pardon the way that I stare 

There's nothing else to compare 

The sight of you makes me weak 

There are no words left to speak 

So if you feel like I feel 

Please let me know that it's real

Youre just to good to be true

Can't take my eyes off of you 

I love you baby, and if it's quite alright 

I need you baby to warm the lonely nights 

I love you baby, trust in me when I say 

Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray 

Oh pretty baby, now that I've found you 

Let me love you baby, let me love you 

You're just too good to be true 

Can't take my eyes off of you 

You feel like heaven to touch 

I wanna hold you so much 

At long last love has arrived 

And I thank God I'm alive 

You're just too good to be true 

Can't take my eyes off of you

I love you baby, and if it's quite alright 

I need you baby to warm the lonely nights 

I love you baby, trust in me when I say 

Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray 

Oh pretty baby, now that I've found you 

Let me love you baby, let me love you

well i suppose thats it for now peeps!!!

Adios!!!

25th September 2008 (BMW and Models)

Hello people!!!!! you guessed it!!! its the grand unveiling!!!!!! Enjoy!!! the model used in this is none other than the handsome, gentlemanly, Rahman of Red Canopy!!!!

Eseh, mcm banar c rahman ah, hehehe!!

eksen tido ka? iatah caranya pose mcm org kaya tah ni~~~~ hehehe

12th September 2008 (Family Trees, Videos, Coyotes, Let Go, Water in The Face, Process Flows, Unexpected Changes and Shesha)

hello peeps!!!! its another word filled blog post from yours truly!! 

its been a long day for me today, this is my second week working on a friday and not to mention i was late again for the third time this week. been kinda gettin that sort of feeling where you going to be sick. had a slight fever for the past 3 days and its getting worse. i took medicine for it and i hope it wont get anymore worse than it is now *fingers crossed*

anyway, back to wat has happened today. i had a meeting for most part of my day discussing abt process flows abt my teams project that im involved in. it gave me a good insight as to wat pieces of information we are missing. even though we had gone thru the proces flow a fw times already, today was quite different. thanks to SW for pointing out the things that we were missing in our explanation ;)

apparently, while we wer havin our meeting (theres 4 of us by the way, billy, SW, fel and myself), the rest of our team decided to draw this family tree :

its states the names of people that have been in our FA team, past and present. it even lists where they have gone off to and the year they joined. those that are crossed out are not in the team at the moment. its kinda interesting to see how many FA people have moved on to other projects . what really got to me was this modified section of the family tree where i came in:

funny enuf, i agree with this. if u havent guessed it yet, they drew evil wings and horns around my name, a halo and angel wings on azz's name and a faded heart on kitkat's name. i was voted most likely to go to hell when i die (*LOL*) and my team lead keeps on reminding me that too :P but anyway, my life and sins are my own and when the time comes, i'll deal with it ;)

i tried my first attempt at recording a video with my mac and i cant seem to get it to upload with this slow connection at Red Canopy Batu Besurat :( but i will get it up once i can get a better connection tho :)

i've been listening to a few songs for these past few days and my top fav at the moment is Let Go by Frou Frou and Coyotes by Jason Mraz. here are the lyrics!!! 

Let Go by Frou Frou

drink up, baby down

mmm, are you in or are you out

leave your things behind

'cause it's all going off without you

excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy

these mishaps

you bubble wrap

when you've no idea what you're like

so let go, jump in

oh well, whatcha waiting for

it's alright

'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

so let go, just get in

oh, it's so amazing here

it's alright

'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

it gains the more it gives

and then it rises with the fall

so hand me that remote

can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

such boundless pleasure

we've no time for later now

you can't await your own arrival

you've 20 seconds to comply

so let go, jump in

oh well, whatcha waiting for

it's alright

'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

so let go, just get in

oh, it's so amazing here

it's alright

'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

Coyotes by Jason Mraz

Sipping coffee at a quarter to two

I wake up and i'm dallin and my minds running to you

No wonder i'm a one woman man

She keeps me hot in a jar on the nightstand

I should tell her that she couldn't be more

Opposite then a foot in a door,

Theres no one else I would rather go out with, thats hell when I see them standing there

Me and my mouth we don't mean to be rushing

We talk about deep freely cuz we crushing

I want to shake both sides of the brush ya

Theatrically I say we rock it

And when the coyotes they sing at the park

Till the city lights starts falling

Ride them rodes they winding down till the flame hits the ground

Every motion is closer to touching the coyotes sing when they call in the middle of it.

Coming back for more,

You know I'm coming for you

You know we should be should be together

While we rock, we won't put a stop

Not today not tomorrow.

You better lock your doors

You know why, cuz we want you

Cuz when I kill a liar

I wish the world was a live like you.

I wish the world would help me through

Another repetuity to approach you

Another telepathic rendezvous

I wish you would walk when your jogging

You got a duty to sell in mexico

I got to try to keep you acting shady

I don't like liking you when you walk because

I gotta figure out the snooze alarm

I wanta lay in a place till dawn

I wanta play in the park come on

Now let me see ya alarm in the lesh hello

And when the coyotes escape to new york

Then the city lights has crumbles to the sea

And the girls turned it into lost and found

The flying metal hit the ground

Every motion is closer to touching the coyotes singing

I'm a coyote and I got a taste for your loving

You know I will come for you

You know we should be, we should be together,

Because once we work we want to stop

Not today or tomorrow

Because once we work we want to stop

Not today or tomorrow

You know I will come for you

You know we should be, we should be together,

Because once we work we want to stop

Not today or tomorrow

iv been listening to these two songs and the lyrics really speak to me at the moment hehehe. 

my fren yan was fascinated abt something very weird last night. he wanted to know how it feels like to literally throw water at someones face and i was conveniently infront of him when he said it!!! so i spent most of last night in a nervous state coz i know he will throw the glass of water at me jus for fun!!! but after a while he jus decided that he wud throw the water somewhere else.... and he used my glass as well, lol!!!

i jus found out some very surprising news today. the 500 orphans wont be getting their free meal from BAG Networks. instead, the first 100 orphans will receive free ICDL training instead. well, i figure that is a good move anyway. give a man food and he can eat for a day, teach a man to fish and he can eat all the time. it was an unexpected change of heart but this alternative has good intentions as well :) 

tonight im supposed to meet up with ak amar and some of the BAG interns hopefully for some RnR and shesha as well. with the ban on smoking its been hard to find a place to smoke shesha at all. so guys, if you want shesha and live near batu besurat, drop by Red Canopy to get your fix!! :) im still waiting for them to arrive but im pretty sure they'll show since most of them wont be working 2moro anyway, hehehe.

anyway people, thats my daily dose of gibberish and news.

adios!!! :)

4th September 2008 (Mac Book Pros and IMacs)

hello again people!!!

as the topic states above, yes... i am not using my new mac book pro!!! yay!!!! it took me years of comtemplation to actually convince myself that i shud get one of these. and yes, it is all that i dreamed it would be!!!

fast processing, seamless graphic rendering, the whole shabang!!! makes my old laptop really look like a piece of junk!!! 

i got it yesterday and im already packin in music, pictures and iv also started transferring stuff from my old laptop to this one. im still waiting for ym 1 terabyte external harddisk from qqestore tho. its already a week and its still not here. well, they dun exactly keep any stuff in stock anyway (like my first attempt to buy an xbox 360~~).

bit by bit, im gettin myself a lot more familiar with the new interface and processes. its quite a piece of high tech machinery this laptop and its only the low spec version. i can only imagine wat the high spec version would perform. 

im not really known for my kindness towards technological stuff. i push its limits to the point where it breaks. thats why my compaq laptop didnt last so long. it took me a year to break it down to the point where it is now. i predict that this mac will last me 3 years before i can declare it useless, hahahaha!! that might be too optomistic on my part coz my fren actually said that this machine will last me for 5 years!!! well thats only bcoz he hasnt seen me using my laptops, kehkeh.

iv figured out how to access the company LAN using my mac and add the network printers. i have yet to figure out how to configure documents and sort out my office email. i cant keep on using my safari to go to the internet outlook. i jus cant resist surfing other sites as well, hehehe.

last night's test run of my laptop was very successful. updated most of the stuff and got programs that wil allow me to get music and such, hehehe. 

right now im contemplatin whether or not i should put up pix on my blog. mostppl have done that and i find it quite good, if the pixs are put and arranged in a proper manner.

im tryin to get my fren (whos name shall not be revealed) to give me pix of outings, events, and other stuff that we do. will update on how my negotiations will ensue, hehehe.

well, today im gonna do a few things after work. meet up with my cousin to lend him some money, meet up my frens for sungkai, and maybe hang out at Red Canopy Foodcourt for a bit. from doing work, hanging out wit frens, i stil havent had a drink even tho i know i can get some. hmmm, a spot of baileys would be perfect this time of year, hehehe.

well peeps, im off. gotta go back to doin work.

adios ;)