19th July 2005 (Get tipsy!!!)

although u kno wat da title means but wat i've been doin durin da hols has been completely da opposite.. i've been sober... jeez.. its hard 2 believe.. i still remember when i'd sneak a drink from my secret stash.. (sorry hyena n z 4 not sharin!!).. since my stash ran out round bout da time exams finished, i havent had... wait... nope.. didnt hav a drop... hahaha... its funny tho... no withdrawal symptoms, no urges... nothing... but now that i mention it i've been missin da old occasionalo shot of spirit.. since i've been watchin discovery travel n adventure, i've started 2 build up my hunger 4 some spirits.. maybe a trip down 2 miri would do da trick... hehehe... it also seems like da only email i've been gettin is junk n notifications dat ppl hav updated their blogs on friendster (which is really annoying but da pros beat da cons of it).. i'll be gettin a new haircut tommorow!!! hope it'll be as good as my last one.. my hair now is so long dat it pokes n covers my neck like all da time.. will be sittin 4 my drivin license written test da day after (wish me luck).. cant wait 2 finally be able 2 drive roun on my own without havin 2 call up ppl 4 a ride.. i'd like 2 thank all my frenz who has had da annoying task of drivin me roun 4 so long.. i appreciate u guys (n girls).. with out u ppl, my life would hav been a total drag.. there's somethin i hav 2 confess.. after da visit from KUIM, i've started 2 feel a renewed vigor n spirit.. its like i now hav a goal n my drive is as high as ever.. rite now i WANT 2 study, i WANT 2 get good grades.. frankly i WANT 2 make money.. as much money as i can.. i hope this holds up... i cant let myself lose this... its time i really step up my game n get in da pace.. i jus realised dat life can never be easy no matter wat u say.. if u think u can just wait 4 a chance 2 come by u, ur absolutely wrong.. 2 get a chance u'll need 2 make it come 2 u.. u NEED 2 earn your chances my friend.. dats da main reason why i've changed my mind.. i'll just do it!!! no time 2 fool aroun any mo!! orientation starts next week!! hope i'll hav fun takin care of da new juniors n new sushi (thanks 4 da reminder marty!).. makin new friends has been quite a challange in my case but friendships dat i initiate (without da help of a third party) still hold strong up to this day.. when ever i meet up wit them we go bout as if we never seperated.. saying goodbye is always hard.. when we had 2 say goodbye 2 da KUIM students, i hav 2 confess i was in such a bad mood dat i almost wanted 2 scream n hold on 2 them so they wouldnt go... but my common sense was strong enough to resist dat urge.. *sniff*.. no matter how long or short a friendship is, it still hurts when u miss them.. (jaz, keyla, suhaib, syafiq.. i'm sorry i havent msged but i've been busy n my creds been low so please forgive me.) but i swear that i'll visit them when i get da chance.. da first chance i get, i'll take it... i've been havin wierd dreams again... one last night n another da night before.. one was about me n da guys being bored n was ready 2 go out wit a couple of girls which we somehow knew.. da other one i cant quite remember but it had da sme jist.. both had somethin 2 do wit goin out... i believe i'll be gettin a surprise this semester.. i'll just wait n see wat destiny has in store 4 me.. hehehe... well peeps i'm gettin tired n runnin out of stuff 2 write so i'll call it quits 4 now.. adios amigos.. =)