30th June 2009 (Weddings, 4107, The Way I Am)

hello peeps!! this weekend is very eventful!! ^_^ 

it started off with a wedding reception at rizqun for my cousin Aman. it was beautiful especially when they played the video he made. i shed tears of joy as i watched it ^_^ i would like to make a video for that event, when the time comes ;)

next was the empire stay, now dubbed the famous 4107, where legends were made, rules were broken, drinks were downed, and snoring was recognized~~ LOL! the participants were Janet, Delvin, Loosy, Eve and Tong. we played taboo, which tong found very interesting, circle of death, we ended it with talking and sleeping~~ as it stand, the bandarians are leading in the taboo score!! ^_^ a weekly challenge will be in the works to determine who is better, bandar vs KB, an epic battle!! ;p

now, the song that has caught my attention is The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson. i found this at one of my friend's blogs, she was showing the video, i was bored, so i clicked, and i loved it!!! (shoutz to mizah, here's her blog: http://mizahheartpink.blogspot.com/ ) here are the lyrics!! ^_^

 

The Way I Am

By

Ingrid Michaelson

If you were falling, then I would catch you

You need a light, I'd find a match

Cuz I love the way you say good morning

And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly, here take my sweater

Your head is aching; I'll make it better

Cuz I love the way you call me baby

And you take me the way I am

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair

Sew on patches to all you tear

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise

And you take me the way I am

You take me the way I am

You take me the way I am

I guess thats all for now peeps!!!

Ciao

26th June 2009 (Friends, Michael Jackson dies, The Mentalist)

hey peeps!!! another day, another post!! ^_^

quick update, last night i went to kuala lurah with D and J and we had a good time ^_^ we ate and ate and ate~~~~~ the food was just too good~~~~ and we met another friend while we were there, Jen. we had quite a conversation, covering all sorts of things, friendship, communication, etc. i mentioned to them that we are missing one more member in our outing hehehe... i think its time to open up my contact list and shop for a 4th ;) we stocked up on some stuff, so we're ready for 2moro!!!!! ^_^

on another note, while i was out, michael jackson up and died!! sad as it is, he had a good run.

a few days ago i bought the complete first season of the mentalist!! its so cool, and i can continue from where i left off!! ^_^ for those who do not know, it is a story of a man with an ability to read into anyone or any situation, and he is on the hunt for a killer called "Red John", whislt helping the CBI with their crime investigations. its funny, witty, classy and more!! i recommend it!! ^_^

okay peeps, time for me to go!! later today i have a wedding to go to. my cousin, aman, is getting married!! ^_^ congratulations to him!!!

Ciao

25th June 2009 ( Transformers 2)

hello peeps!! ^_^

last night i went to watch the new transformers movie and it.... was.... awesome!!!! ^_^ i went with teeny, whom i havent seen in a while, and very young, cute and lovable niece, hana. now i didnt actually plan on watching the movie last night. it was a last minute sort of decision. it all started yesterday afternoon i think, when i msged her on msn asking her abt her nick (yes, now i know not to do direct translation of words :p). while we got talking, she asked me if i had watched the new transformers movie (which is awesome ^_^). then i replied that i was planning to go but i just didnt have anyone to go with, and she just volunteered to watch it with me (at my expense ;p) right abt this time, her nephews and nieces heard that she was going to watch a movie, so they wanted to come as well!! hana was the first to ask, and since the mother said okay, im okay with that too ^_^

mental note, never ever depend on the phone lines when booking a new movie!! i called empire, qlap and the mall, and most of the time the phone lines were either busy or no one picked up. in the end, i got a booking for a 9pm show at the mall, 3rd row from the front, which is not really good bcoz its too close to the screen AND its quite late. so... i told teeny that we shud drop by qlap and see if they ahve any good seats left... and they did!!! ^_^ teeny said something really funny when we got out fo the car, which i am going to translate to english (hehe), "from the looks of it, people might think that hana is our daughter!" then i told her that it wont be the first time that wud have happened to me (hahaha!)

after 2 and 1/2 hours of awesomeness, i sent teeny and the niece home. on the way back, teeny asked hana to call her mom, and then we went to a kaling shop to get hana a toothbrush. now i know where her new house it ^_^

anyway, be sure to catch the movie peeps, its worth watching ^_^


ciao

23rd June 2009 (Bicycle, Sunrise and the best day of your life)

Morning peeps!!! this might be my earliest post yet!!

yesterday, a few things happened!

while i was waiting for my fren, D, at RC, i decided to talk to yan abt my coming over to work for him. next thing u know, i was on the road, on the way to BLNG!! well he did say, it was only for a short while..... yeah right! it was more like hours.. by the time i got back to RC batu besurat, it was already 9:30pm!!! i was more worried that D was waiting for a long time since i promised earlier than that.... but bless his soul, he was there waiting and i dunno how many times i said sorry to him... sorry again bro :(

anyway, we got talking about a few things, and afterwards i know what i shud do ^_^ i dun say this enuf to him... thank you!! ^_^ you cant buy friendship like this, and for that i am grateful.

on another side note, while we were sitting down, there was a guy riding a bicycle... normally people would not notice him... but this bicycle had a package... in the form of a young child!! this baby was in the backseat, that looks like a make shift baby-holder... the thing was, both the dad (well im assuming its the dad) and the baby looked very happy together... and it was very cute.... although D did point out that its quite dangerous which is valid.. but i cant help but see the happiness of them spending time with each other... and past father's day, its a sweet memory for that dad and maybe for the baby as well ^_^

all that has happened last night amde me realize that somethings are just out of your control... you can mope around abt it, be sad, be depressed, be alone... or you can show up to others, share your worries with someone, make today the best day of our lives ^_^


well thats all peeps!!! back to work!! ^_^

Ciao

21th June 2009 (Sephia,Lie, Matters of the heart and the mind)

Sephia

By

Sheila on 7

Hey,Sephia

Malam ini ku takkan datang

Mencoba 'tuk berpaling sayang

Dari cintamu

Hey,Sephia

Malam ini ku takkan pulang

Tak usah kau mencari aku,demi cintamu

Hadapilah ini

Kisah kita takkan abadi

S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku[ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu

S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap [ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu

Hey,Sephia

Jangan pernah panggil namaku

Bila kita bertemu lagi

Dilain hariHadapilah ini

Kisah kita takkan abadi

S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku[ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu

S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap [ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu 

Lie

By

Big Bang

Yuh-ba-sae-yo...

Yuh-ba-sae-yo?

(yeah) love is pain

Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people

One's old a flame... just scream my name

And i'm so sick of love songs (yeah)

I hate them damn love songs... moment of ours

(geo-jis-mar)

Neuj-eun bam bi-ga nae-ryeo-wa neor de-ryeo-wa

Jeoj-eun gi-eog kkeut-e dwi-cheog-yeo na

Neo eobs-i jar sar su iss-da-go

Da-jim hae-bwa-do eo-jjeor su eobs-da-go

Mos-ha-neun sur-do ma-si-go

Sog-ta-neun mam bam-sae chae-wo-bwa-dosirh-eo neo eobs-neun ha-ru-neun gir-eo bir-eo

Je-bar ij-ge hae-dar-ra-go (-geo-jis-mar-i-ya)

Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a

Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a

Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a

Yeah

Yeos-gat-ae

Yeor-bad-ge

Ni saeng-gag-e

Dor-a-beo-rir-geos gat-ae

Bo-go sip-eun-de

Bor su-ga eobs-de

Mo-du kkeut-nass-de

I'll be right here

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I'm so sorry but i love you

I'm so sorry but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Geu-daer wi-hae-seo bur-reo-wass-deon nae mo-deun geor da ba-chin no-rae

(a-ma sa-ram-deur-eun mo-reu-gess-jyo)

Nan hon-ja,, geu a-mu-do a-mu-do mor-rae

(geu-rae nae-ga haess-deon mar-eun geo-jis-mar)

Hor-ro nam-gyeo-jin oe-tor-i

Geu sog-e he-me-neun nae kkor-i

Ju-meo-ni sog-e kko-gis-kko-gis

Jeob-eo-dun i-byeor-eur hyang-han jjog-ji (hey)

(neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do)

Nan dar-ra-jir-rae

I-jen da us-eo-neom-gir-ge

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I'm so sorry but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Oh oh oh oh oh

Mo-deun-ge kkum-i-gir

Oh oh oh

I-geos-bakk-e an-doe-neun na-ra-seo

Drop that thing...

A-jig-do neo-reur mos ij-eo

A-ni pyeong-saeng-eur ga-do (yeah)

Jug-eo-seo-kka-ji-do

Nae-ga jun sang-cheo a-mur-eoss-neun-ji

Mi-an-hae a-mu-geos-do

Hae-jun-ge eobs-neun na-ra-seo

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar (but i love you)

I'm so sorry (so sorry) but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Bye bye...

denial, rejection, i have lived most of my life denying my heart, and my mind rejecting my feelings.... for someone who has insight on other, its not easy for me to have insight to myself... im sick of just waiting, im sick of just wondering.... 

for the last few month, my mind has been rejecting a thought in my head.. and i only realized it for the past few days... and it hurts... it feels like you chest is heavy, like carrying a dead weight... its strange how some things still catch by surprise... i never expected to have this feeling.... it was far from my mind... but apparently... my heart was saying it all along... 

am i afraid? yes i am... will it stop me from doing what i feel is right? thats only for me to decide... my mind keeps on playing all sorts of outcomes for it... some were good, some were bad.... but i then realized that its still all in my mind.... the truth is... i do not know what is gonna be the outcome... thats what scares me... but... if i dun own up and take the leap... i will regret this forever... and my mind will still ask the question, "what would have happened?".... i dun want that... i dun want to regret... i will do it....

Ciao

15th June 2009 (The Platinum Rule, The Other 'You', Don't Trust Me)

hi peeps!!! its been a while since i've properly sat down and written something ^_^

okay, the first thing i want to mention, the platinum rule from how i met your mother!!! 

it rules about dating someone who you see on a regular basis, like workmates, neighbors, etc.

i'll be doing illustrations from my own experience!! this should be fun ^_^

Step 1: Attraction - The ignition of desire

Attraction, it could take place anytime, anywhere, even a second... and once it happens, it cannot be stopped~~~~~ like the time i laid my eyes on a certain girl and went off with her one night(and she shall not be named ;p)........... and thats when!
Step 2: Bargaining - Weighing the possibilities with close friends

We make up all sorts excuses to quantify the reasoning behind going for someone.... we go to the same school, we like the same things, he'she thinks i'm funny..... and even when friends tell us that its not gonna work out... we will always say "nah, i think it'll be okay"... oh but it didnt turn out okay.... just like when i argued with my friend about going off with the girl that night....... and then!!!
Step 3: Submission - Jumping in

The point where you literally jump in.... just like me and the girl..... haha, that was a night to remember.... and thats when!!
Step 4: Perks - Relishing in the "benefits" of the relationship

The benefits you gain from  dating them... standing lunch dates, a partner to hang out with, go to movies with.... in my case it was the money that she earned, bcoz back then i was still a student and broke ;p...... the perks will be  great for a while but then!!!
Step 5: The Tipping Point - Where it starts to go downhill

As it states, things start to go wrong... they start to become clingy.... they start to annoy you... they start to do stuff you don't like...... like the time the girl started to control me... she was jealous... and then!!
Step 6: Purgatory - The culmination of annoyances

They just keep on piling up..... she just kept on and on.... until!
Step 7: Confrontation - Ending the relationship

This is the time to end it! i finally had enough of her and said to her that its over.... and then!!
Step 8: Fallout - The unavoidable backlash

Things might go a bit weird for a while... especially if they are your workmates.... if they are just friends, they might not treat you the same for a while... and it is gonna stay weird.... whenever i saw her it would just be like oil and water.... but... 
Step 9: Coexistence - Letting go and moving on

After a while.... it would be okay..... you will start to accept things between each other... and life moves on ^_^

The last episode for house in season 5, a patient who has someone else "living" in him, as his right brain is separated from his left. so part of his body is not under his control!! now imagine for a second... we have this other 'you' living inside you... scary isnt it? but at the same time, it is interesting to find out what this other 'you' is thinking about!

here's a song that i've been hearing and seeing on tv and finally downloaded it!!

Don't Trust Me

By

3 OH! 3

Black dress, with the tights underneath

I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth 

And she’s and actress (actress), 

But she aint got no need 

She’s got money from her parents and a trust fund back east 

T-t-t-tongues, always pressed to your cheeks 

While my tongue is on the inside of some other girls teeth

T-tell your boyfriend (boyfriend) if he said he’s got beef 

That I’m a vegetarian, and I aint fuckin scared of him! 

She wants to touch me woah 

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh 

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me 

She wants to touch me, woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh 

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me! 

Ex's, on the back of your hands 

Wash them in the bathroom, to drink like the bands 

And the set list, (set list)

You stole off the stage

Has red and purple lipstick all over the page 

B-b-b-bruises cover your arms 

Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm 

And the best is (best is)

No one knows who you are 

Just another girl

Alone at the bar

She wants to touch me woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

She wants to touch me woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me! 

Shush girl

Shut your lips

Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

I said shush girl

Shut your lips

Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips 

I said shush girl

Shut your lips

Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips!

(Woah, woah, woah-oh-oh)

(Woah, woah, woah-oh-oh)

She wants to touch me woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh 

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

She wants to touch me woah 

She wants to love me woah 

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe 

Never trust a hoe 

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me 

Well peeps, thats it for now!!! Ciao!! ^_^

12th June 2009 (Love is joy and pain together)

Joy, a sudden burst of energy, a feeling of elation, a feeling of empowerment, a feeling of hope. a feeling where you feel that it is truly the best day of your life, the feeling that makes you want to soar, or eat a very large meal, the feeling that you ahve when you are together with your most precious friends, the feeling you have when you are with your loved one, the feeling that makes you wake up in the morning just to see the sky. a moment in time where you feel that you are in perfect bliss, the feeling that you ahve when you are at peace, the feeling that you have when you are at one with yourself.

Pain, a sudden stab in your heart, the heaviness of your head and chest after a fight, the pent up emotions and feelings that you bottle up, the feeling that the wind has been taken out of you, the feeling after a slap in the face, the feeling of betrayal, the feeling of your heart being ripped to shred, the feeling of torment from the sight of something you could not believe. the feeling that you get when your assumptions are crushed, the feeling when your expectations are thrown out the window, the feeling that you get when the person you love is no longer by your side, the feeling of suffocation, the feeling you get when all hope is lost, the feeling you get when you let go of something or someone, your head spinning because you could not understand something.

Love........ need i say more? look into yourself and see, because that is where you are, you are here, in this moment, no where else.

ciao

11th June 2009 (Your Call)

Your Call by Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your

call, I'm sick

call, I'm angry

call, I'm desperate for your voice.

I'm listening to the song we used to sing

in the car.

you remember, butterfly, early summer?

It's playing on repeat...Just like when we would meet.

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,

and I am torn to do what I have to,

to make you mine, Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh.

I am feeling so ambitious; you and me, flesh to flesh.

Because every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me

will bring life into my deepest hopes.

What's your fantasy?

What's your, what's your, what's your, what's your...

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,

and I am torn to do what I have to,

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,

and I am torn to do what I have to,

to make you mine.Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone,

and this solitary moment

makes me want to come back home.

( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.)

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.Stay with me tonight