Friday, July 17, 2009

17th July 2009 (Harry Potter & Ice Age 3)

last night i watched harry potter with some of the Cv family, Del, Alex, Joelyn, ganeson, nadia, kae and pierre, angel, jo and steven. we had planned to book an entire row but in the end we cud only manage to have a few seats here and there. nonetheless, del did an excellent job of booking the seats and planning them as well!! thanks del!! ^_^

the movie was alright, and since i read the book, i knew what was gonna happen, but the potrayal of it was good enough to make we excited and wanting for more. i'd give it a 2/5 ^_^later today im gonna watch Ice Age 3 with teeny at the mall. i heard the movie was hilarious so i cant wait!! ^_^

Ciao

Thursday, July 16, 2009

16th July 2009 (Club Foot & Insomnia)


Club Foot
By
Kasabian


One...take control of me?
Yer messing with the enemy
Said its 2..it's another trick
Messin with my mind, I wake up
Chase down an empty street
Blindly snap the broken beats
Said it's cut with a dirty trick
Its taken all these days to find ya
I tell you I want you
I tell you I need you

friends, take control of me
Stalking cross' the gallery
All these pills got to operate
The colour quits and all invade us
There he goes again
Take me to the edge again
All I got is a dirty trick
I'm chasin down the wolves to save ya

I tell you I want you
I'll tell you I need you
I... the blood aint on my face
Just wanted you near me

I tell you I want you
I'll tell you I need you
The blood aint on my hands

Just wanted you near me

I tell you I want you
I'll tell you I need you
The blood aint on my hands

Just wanted you near me






Insomnia
By
Craig David


I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah


16th July 2009 (Kokomo)

heloo peeps!! here's a song that i heard in How I Met Your Mother, the episode where ted and barney took care of McLarens for one night and they exchanged looks, this song was playing!! kudos to gilbert for finding this song!!! enjoy!! ^_^





Kokomo
By
Beach Boys


Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
Bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go
Jamaica

Off the florida keys
Theres a place called kokomo
Thats where you wanna go to get away from it all

Bodies in the sand
Tropical drink melting in your hand
Well be falling in love
To the rhythm of a steel drum band
Down in kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

To martinique, that monserrat mystique

Well put out to sea
And well perfect our chemistry
By and by well defy a little bit of gravity

Afternoon delight
Cocktails and moonlit nights
That dreamy look in your eye
Give me a tropical contact high
Way down in kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

Port au prince I wanna catch a glimpse

Everybody knows
A little place like kokomo
Now if you wanna go
And get away from it all
Go down to kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

15th July 2009 (Snooker, Total, Taboo and Sultan's Birthday)

hey peeps, time for an update on whats been happening the past few days. 

Last saturday i went to play some snooker at Full Can with ganeson and hassan. it has been a long time since i played snooker on account of my color blindness. so after a few games, me and ganeson decided to sit down at coffeebean for a chat and we talked about a few things. one of the main topics was relationships, the expectations i had in relationships, the problems arising from it, how to make relationships work. we also talked about some awarenesses i had during my last singapore trip as well as catching up on recent stuff.

the next day, i went to my ubd classmate's wedding with Zul AHR, janet and another of my classmate. while we were waiting in the tent, we talked about how he was at Total, what he did there, any future plans. both of us went to the companies where we had our internship and both of us didnt apply to the companies when we wanted a job, and now, both of us are not really happy with our jobs. in the end we just decided to leave the topic and talk about cars and the old times. 

last night was another taboo night!!! me, delvin, janet, giun, loosy and a new addition, sharon were the players of that night. so far, we played 2 rounds, 2 very grueling rounds~~~~ the first round, my team won, where some comments made the game very memorable ^_^ Chicken duck, flat-chested and the return of the birthday suit!! ^_^ the 2nd round was a flat out tie, which was very exciting as both teams did their best, or shud i say worst, to psyche out each other by interruption and foul play~~~ heheh~~~ 

so as of now, i will organizing another taboo night and this time, it could be very challenging ^_^

Ciao

Friday, July 10, 2009

11th July 2009 (65th, 100 Coffees and Taboo)

hello peeps!!! just gonna update this blog what has been going on ^_^

believe it or not, this is the 65th post of this blog!! i did delete some of the older blogs but it doesnt matter~~~ i never really thought i would write this much at all but here i am!! yay to me for writing this blog!!! ^_^

i had a chat the other night with my fren jern yoon, my CV1 classmate. we mostly talked about colors and their traits, attributes, characteristics, patterns, habits, etc. we talked so much that it was midnight before we decided to go home. it was fun talking and catching up at the same time. we promised to meet up and talk more often from now on ^_^

Taboo, an innocent game, unless played but me!!! this coming tuesday, we, meaning janet, delvin, loosy and eve, decided to hang out and play taboo!! it seems that the taboo championship is gonna happen!!! ^_^ however we have a slight snag. we dun have a place to play! some of us were planning to have a little drink while we were playing, since the next day is a holiday. so as of now, the venue is still undecided. delvin did mention a place and he will do his best to see if we can have it there ^_^

well i suppose thats all peeps!! have a great weekend!! ^_^

Ciao

Monday, July 06, 2009

7th July 2009 (Never & Forever)

hi peeps!! another day has passed, another sunset has been witnessed ^_^

as the title states, never, a very interesting word, always used in negative statements. however, it is only negative becoz it is USED negatively. think about that for a moment. we use this word in the most negative of sentences, to portray our disgust, our disapproval, so often that we label it this word as a negative.

while i was driving home just now i realized something, something very profound and very true. we will NEVER own anything on this earth, not your car, not your family, not your life. it is all temporary, all will be left when you die, as like you leave your physical body, your loved ones, everything. when you like or want something or someone, your ego begins to tell you that you NEED to OWN it. this is the point where you start to justify reason, in your mind, why you should own this person or this object. ownership is just an illusion, no matter how much you want to believe that its real. it is just one of those things that will keep getting you depressed and disappointed. time to let go ^_^
all that you say, all that you do, will be forever. these words are as truthful as the sunrise and sunset. words are very powerful. war, destruction, malice, prejudice, hatred, anger, words can cause all these things. an example? hitler and WWII. he spoke his words and many people lost their lives. our actions are similarly powerful. have you not realized that what you have learned is bcoz someone taught it to you? their "action" has caused you to learn something. this can be said for all actions, some might a kin it to newton's law but there is a difference. for every negative action that you do, it multiplies and travels, sometimes coming back to you. thats what some people call karma, or the saying "what goes around, comes around".
a simple act of kindness, a kind word, can make a big difference in the world. words can heal the soul, actions can bring about peace. i am not saying that you merely stop saying harsh words, as some of those words have truth in it. remember that truth can be found anywhere, in a word, in an action. keep an eye out for it. as some would say, "do unto others as you would unto yourself". actions and words are just energy, and as energy it passes on. make the choice, pass on positive energy ^_^
well i guess thats all peeps
Ciao

Sunday, July 05, 2009

5th July 2009 (Sky, Breakable, Overload II, Prototype, Bowling)


Sky
By
Joshua Radin feat. Ingrid Michaelson

I woke
Dreaming we had broke
Dreaming you left me
For someone new

And you cried
Drying those brown eyes
Crying you're sorry
Sorry won't do, but...

This is the way I need to wake
I wake to you
And you never left me
All that I'd dreamt had been untrue
Open my eyes
I see sky

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know
The way to keep me on my toes
I, I, I will be fine
Just say you'll stay forever mine
Till we fall asleep tonight

Last night
We had a great fight
I fell asleep in a horrible state
Then dreamt
That you loved my best friend
My heart would not mend
Seemed it was fake, but

This is the way I need to wake
I wake to you
And you never left me
All that I'd dreamt had been untrue
Open my eyes
I see sky

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know
The way to keep me on my toes
I, I, I will be fine
Just say you'll stay forever mine
'Til we fall asleep tonight

Sometimes I forget to
Love you like I should
But I'd never leave you
No, I never would
I never would

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know
The way to keep me on my toes
I, I, I will be fine
Just say you'll stay forever mine

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know
The way to keep me on my toes
I, I, I will be fine
Just say you'll stay forever mine
'Til we fall asleep tonight
'Til we fall asleep tonight


Breakable
By
Ingrid Michaelson


Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

You fasten my seatbelt because it is the law.
In your two ton death trap I finally saw.
A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret.
Then you drove me to places I'll never forget.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls-
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls-
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.


I've been listening to Ingrid Michaelson for the past 2 weeks and i find that the songs are very nice! ^_^ i find the music very soothing, and listening to it while just sitting down and watching everything going around u~~~~ ^_^ 

I bought several new games over the past few weeks but 2 of them have ben deemed worthy fo mentioning~~ Overlord II, the game where you control minions, is fun and entertaining, with the interesting puzzle like challenges, and funny comments by the NPCs ^_^ i especially enjoy the funny comments ;)

Prototype, is a third person action game, where you are Alex Mercer, a man who doesnt remember his past, but has the ability to shape-shift and consume others. the game is mission based, much like burnout, in a sense that there is a free roam option. this is probably one of my favorite options, i can wreck havoc at anytime ;)

last friday i went bowling with azi and ajib, since azi suggested it, since we haven't met each other and sat down to talk in a long time. it was fun catching up, talking abt stuff happening now, as well as stuff in the future ^_^ even after so many years, they havent changed much, i still feel that they are the same as they were back in uni. 


well i suppose thats all peeps! ^_^

Ciao










Thursday, July 02, 2009

2nd July 2009 (Obsessive Stalkers, Old Friends, Marriage and Kids)

okay peeps, quick update before i go to bed!!

met up with delvin and janet, since delvin called and wanted to ahng out before his long drive to kb for work. we sat down and started talking, and the topic, which janet brought up, was regarding obsessive guys who stalk as well... i cant divulge any details but lets just say that there are a few hard choices for janet to make in the near future...

after that i bumped into a guy who used to be in the same red crescent unit as i was back when iw as in form 2-3. we talked a bit, mostly he was asking me questions abt my dad, what i was doing, my brothers as well.. i talked a bit abt how my dad is retired, my 2 brothers are still in ubd, and im working for a private company in the MOF building. the thing that struck me was that what he said to me, "thats great! im glad to see you moved up in the world!".... it made me realize that i do have a blessed life and most people would like to have a life that i have ^_^

next old friend i bumped into was zulhilmi, who is a fireman! apparently he was thinking abt me and i somehow turned up!! he was asking abt the other house my dad was fixing up and how much is it for rent bcoz his friend is looking for a house. after a while, we concluded that the house is way out of his fren's price range. we then got talking and i found out that he has 2 kids!!! 2 KIDS!!! and some of my other old classmates are married with kids now too!!! and yes peeps, u guessed what came next, the question, "When are u gonna get married??" haha i replied with, "haha dun ask that question~~" the thing is, when u think u are ready, u are only half ready, the next step is doing it ^_^ so yes, i am ready, next step is getting a lady ;)

now i am at home... and sleepy... but need to take a shower first... then off to bed.... ^_^

Ciao

2nd July 2009 (Winter Song, All Love)


Winter Song
By
Ingrid Michaelson

Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
This is my winter song to you
The storm is coming soon
It rolls in from the sea
My voice, a beacon in the night
My words will be your light
To carry you to me
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love...
They say that things just cannot grow
Beneath the winter snow
Or so I have been told
They say we're buried far
Just like a distant star
I simply cannot hold
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
This is my winter song
December never felt so wrong
'Cause you're not where you belong
Inside my arms
Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
I still believe in summer days
The seasons always change
And life will find a way
I'll be your harvester of light
And send it out tonight
So we can start again
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
This is my winter song
December never felt so wrong
'Cause you're not where you belong
Inside my arms
This is my winter song to you
The storm is coming soon
It rolls in from the sea
My love, a beacon in the night
My words will be your light
To carry you to me
(16x)
Is love alive?




All Love
By
Ingrid Michaelson

When I push the sheets away from your face
And watch you sleep all day here
And when I push you away
And say you simply cannot stay here

And it's all love, all love
It's all love, my stupid love

When I say you take away
The most important parts of me with you
When I've had the greatest day
You add more gray, it's just your way
It's true

But it's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, my stupid love

You can't be the one to kill the pain anymore
You let me in but then you slam my fingers in the door
I've had enough but I keep asking you to give me more

What I say
That is no way

It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, my stupid love

It's all love, all love
(It's all love, it's all love)
It's all love, all love
(It's all love, it's all love)
It's all love, all love
(It's all love, it's all love)
It's all love my stupid love




Saturday, June 27, 2009

30th June 2009 (Weddings, 4107, The Way I Am)

hello peeps!! this weekend is very eventful!! ^_^ 

it started off with a wedding reception at rizqun for my cousin Aman. it was beautiful especially when they played the video he made. i shed tears of joy as i watched it ^_^ i would like to make a video for that event, when the time comes ;)

next was the empire stay, now dubbed the famous 4107, where legends were made, rules were broken, drinks were downed, and snoring was recognized~~ LOL! the participants were Janet, Delvin, Loosy, Eve and Tong. we played taboo, which tong found very interesting, circle of death, we ended it with talking and sleeping~~ as it stand, the bandarians are leading in the taboo score!! ^_^ a weekly challenge will be in the works to determine who is better, bandar vs KB, an epic battle!! ;p

now, the song that has caught my attention is The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson. i found this at one of my friend's blogs, she was showing the video, i was bored, so i clicked, and i loved it!!! (shoutz to mizah, here's her blog: http://mizahheartpink.blogspot.com/ ) here are the lyrics!! ^_^
 


The Way I Am
By
Ingrid Michaelson


If you were falling, then I would catch you
You need a light, I'd find a match

Cuz I love the way you say good morning
And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly, here take my sweater
Your head is aching; I'll make it better

Cuz I love the way you call me baby
And you take me the way I am

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair
Sew on patches to all you tear

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am
You take me the way I am
You take me the way I am

I guess thats all for now peeps!!!


Ciao

Friday, June 26, 2009

26th June 2009 (Friends, Michael Jackson dies, The Mentalist)

hey peeps!!! another day, another post!! ^_^

quick update, last night i went to kuala lurah with D and J and we had a good time ^_^ we ate and ate and ate~~~~~ the food was just too good~~~~ and we met another friend while we were there, Jen. we had quite a conversation, covering all sorts of things, friendship, communication, etc. i mentioned to them that we are missing one more member in our outing hehehe... i think its time to open up my contact list and shop for a 4th ;) we stocked up on some stuff, so we're ready for 2moro!!!!! ^_^

on another note, while i was out, michael jackson up and died!! sad as it is, he had a good run.

a few days ago i bought the complete first season of the mentalist!! its so cool, and i can continue from where i left off!! ^_^ for those who do not know, it is a story of a man with an ability to read into anyone or any situation, and he is on the hunt for a killer called "Red John", whislt helping the CBI with their crime investigations. its funny, witty, classy and more!! i recommend it!! ^_^

okay peeps, time for me to go!! later today i have a wedding to go to. my cousin, aman, is getting married!! ^_^ congratulations to him!!!

Ciao

Thursday, June 25, 2009

25th June 2009 ( Transformers 2)

hello peeps!! ^_^

last night i went to watch the new transformers movie and it.... was.... awesome!!!! ^_^ i went with teeny, whom i havent seen in a while, and very young, cute and lovable niece, hana. now i didnt actually plan on watching the movie last night. it was a last minute sort of decision. it all started yesterday afternoon i think, when i msged her on msn asking her abt her nick (yes, now i know not to do direct translation of words :p). while we got talking, she asked me if i had watched the new transformers movie (which is awesome ^_^). then i replied that i was planning to go but i just didnt have anyone to go with, and she just volunteered to watch it with me (at my expense ;p) right abt this time, her nephews and nieces heard that she was going to watch a movie, so they wanted to come as well!! hana was the first to ask, and since the mother said okay, im okay with that too ^_^

mental note, never ever depend on the phone lines when booking a new movie!! i called empire, qlap and the mall, and most of the time the phone lines were either busy or no one picked up. in the end, i got a booking for a 9pm show at the mall, 3rd row from the front, which is not really good bcoz its too close to the screen AND its quite late. so... i told teeny that we shud drop by qlap and see if they ahve any good seats left... and they did!!! ^_^ teeny said something really funny when we got out fo the car, which i am going to translate to english (hehe), "from the looks of it, people might think that hana is our daughter!" then i told her that it wont be the first time that wud have happened to me (hahaha!)

after 2 and 1/2 hours of awesomeness, i sent teeny and the niece home. on the way back, teeny asked hana to call her mom, and then we went to a kaling shop to get hana a toothbrush. now i know where her new house it ^_^

anyway, be sure to catch the movie peeps, its worth watching ^_^


ciao

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

23rd June 2009 (Bicycle, Sunrise and the best day of your life)

Morning peeps!!! this might be my earliest post yet!!

yesterday, a few things happened!

while i was waiting for my fren, D, at RC, i decided to talk to yan abt my coming over to work for him. next thing u know, i was on the road, on the way to BLNG!! well he did say, it was only for a short while..... yeah right! it was more like hours.. by the time i got back to RC batu besurat, it was already 9:30pm!!! i was more worried that D was waiting for a long time since i promised earlier than that.... but bless his soul, he was there waiting and i dunno how many times i said sorry to him... sorry again bro :(

anyway, we got talking about a few things, and afterwards i know what i shud do ^_^ i dun say this enuf to him... thank you!! ^_^ you cant buy friendship like this, and for that i am grateful.

on another side note, while we were sitting down, there was a guy riding a bicycle... normally people would not notice him... but this bicycle had a package... in the form of a young child!! this baby was in the backseat, that looks like a make shift baby-holder... the thing was, both the dad (well im assuming its the dad) and the baby looked very happy together... and it was very cute.... although D did point out that its quite dangerous which is valid.. but i cant help but see the happiness of them spending time with each other... and past father's day, its a sweet memory for that dad and maybe for the baby as well ^_^

all that has happened last night amde me realize that somethings are just out of your control... you can mope around abt it, be sad, be depressed, be alone... or you can show up to others, share your worries with someone, make today the best day of our lives ^_^


well thats all peeps!!! back to work!! ^_^

Ciao

Saturday, June 20, 2009

21th June 2009 (Sephia,Lie, Matters of the heart and the mind)


Sephia
By
Sheila on 7


Hey,Sephia

Malam ini ku takkan datang

Mencoba 'tuk berpaling sayang

Dari cintamu


Hey,Sephia

Malam ini ku takkan pulang

Tak usah kau mencari aku,demi cintamu

Hadapilah ini

Kisah kita takkan abadi


S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku[ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu

S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap [ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu


Hey,Sephia

Jangan pernah panggil namaku

Bila kita bertemu lagi

Dilain hariHadapilah ini

Kisah kita takkan abadi

S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku[ooo.....Sephia]
S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku
Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu
S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap [ooo.....Sephia]
S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat
Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu 




Lie
By
Big Bang


Yuh-ba-sae-yo...
Yuh-ba-sae-yo?

(yeah) love is pain
Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people
One's old a flame... just scream my name
And i'm so sick of love songs (yeah)
I hate them damn love songs... moment of ours

(geo-jis-mar)
Neuj-eun bam bi-ga nae-ryeo-wa neor de-ryeo-wa
Jeoj-eun gi-eog kkeut-e dwi-cheog-yeo na
Neo eobs-i jar sar su iss-da-go
Da-jim hae-bwa-do eo-jjeor su eobs-da-go
Mos-ha-neun sur-do ma-si-go
Sog-ta-neun mam bam-sae chae-wo-bwa-dosirh-eo neo eobs-neun ha-ru-neun gir-eo bir-eo
Je-bar ij-ge hae-dar-ra-go (-geo-jis-mar-i-ya)

Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a
Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a
Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a

Yeah
Yeos-gat-ae
Yeor-bad-ge
Ni saeng-gag-e
Dor-a-beo-rir-geos gat-ae

Bo-go sip-eun-de
Bor su-ga eobs-de
Mo-du kkeut-nass-de
I'll be right here

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar
I'm so sorry but i love you
I'm so sorry but i love you
(i love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Geu-daer wi-hae-seo bur-reo-wass-deon nae mo-deun geor da ba-chin no-rae
(a-ma sa-ram-deur-eun mo-reu-gess-jyo)
Nan hon-ja,, geu a-mu-do a-mu-do mor-rae
(geu-rae nae-ga haess-deon mar-eun geo-jis-mar)

Hor-ro nam-gyeo-jin oe-tor-i
Geu sog-e he-me-neun nae kkor-i
Ju-meo-ni sog-e kko-gis-kko-gis
Jeob-eo-dun i-byeor-eur hyang-han jjog-ji (hey)
(neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do)
Nan dar-ra-jir-rae
I-jen da us-eo-neom-gir-ge

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar
I'm so sorry but i love you
(i love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Oh oh oh oh oh
Mo-deun-ge kkum-i-gir
Oh oh oh
I-geos-bakk-e an-doe-neun na-ra-seo

Drop that thing...

A-jig-do neo-reur mos ij-eo
A-ni pyeong-saeng-eur ga-do (yeah)

Jug-eo-seo-kka-ji-do
Nae-ga jun sang-cheo a-mur-eoss-neun-ji
Mi-an-hae a-mu-geos-do
Hae-jun-ge eobs-neun na-ra-seo

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar (but i love you)
I'm so sorry (so sorry) but i love you
(i love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Bye bye...




denial, rejection, i have lived most of my life denying my heart, and my mind rejecting my feelings.... for someone who has insight on other, its not easy for me to have insight to myself... im sick of just waiting, im sick of just wondering.... 

for the last few month, my mind has been rejecting a thought in my head.. and i only realized it for the past few days... and it hurts... it feels like you chest is heavy, like carrying a dead weight... its strange how some things still catch by surprise... i never expected to have this feeling.... it was far from my mind... but apparently... my heart was saying it all along... 

am i afraid? yes i am... will it stop me from doing what i feel is right? thats only for me to decide... my mind keeps on playing all sorts of outcomes for it... some were good, some were bad.... but i then realized that its still all in my mind.... the truth is... i do not know what is gonna be the outcome... thats what scares me... but... if i dun own up and take the leap... i will regret this forever... and my mind will still ask the question, "what would have happened?".... i dun want that... i dun want to regret... i will do it....

Ciao

Monday, June 15, 2009

15th June 2009 (The Platinum Rule, The Other 'You', Don't Trust Me)

hi peeps!!! its been a while since i've properly sat down and written something ^_^

okay, the first thing i want to mention, the platinum rule from how i met your mother!!! 
it rules about dating someone who you see on a regular basis, like workmates, neighbors, etc.
i'll be doing illustrations from my own experience!! this should be fun ^_^


Step 1: Attraction - The ignition of desire
Attraction, it could take place anytime, anywhere, even a second... and once it happens, it cannot be stopped~~~~~ like the time i laid my eyes on a certain girl and went off with her one night(and she shall not be named ;p)........... and thats when!
Step 2: Bargaining - Weighing the possibilities with close friends
We make up all sorts excuses to quantify the reasoning behind going for someone.... we go to the same school, we like the same things, he'she thinks i'm funny..... and even when friends tell us that its not gonna work out... we will always say "nah, i think it'll be okay"... oh but it didnt turn out okay.... just like when i argued with my friend about going off with the girl that night....... and then!!!
Step 3: Submission - Jumping in
The point where you literally jump in.... just like me and the girl..... haha, that was a night to remember.... and thats when!!
Step 4: Perks - Relishing in the "benefits" of the relationship
The benefits you gain from  dating them... standing lunch dates, a partner to hang out with, go to movies with.... in my case it was the money that she earned, bcoz back then i was still a student and broke ;p...... the perks will be  great for a while but then!!!
Step 5: The Tipping Point - Where it starts to go downhill
As it states, things start to go wrong... they start to become clingy.... they start to annoy you... they start to do stuff you don't like...... like the time the girl started to control me... she was jealous... and then!!
Step 6: Purgatory - The culmination of annoyances
They just keep on piling up..... she just kept on and on.... until!
Step 7: Confrontation - Ending the relationship
This is the time to end it! i finally had enough of her and said to her that its over.... and then!!
Step 8: Fallout - The unavoidable backlash
Things might go a bit weird for a while... especially if they are your workmates.... if they are just friends, they might not treat you the same for a while... and it is gonna stay weird.... whenever i saw her it would just be like oil and water.... but... 
Step 9: Coexistence - Letting go and moving on

After a while.... it would be okay..... you will start to accept things between each other... and life moves on ^_^

The last episode for house in season 5, a patient who has someone else "living" in him, as his right brain is separated from his left. so part of his body is not under his control!! now imagine for a second... we have this other 'you' living inside you... scary isnt it? but at the same time, it is interesting to find out what this other 'you' is thinking about!

here's a song that i've been hearing and seeing on tv and finally downloaded it!!



Don't Trust Me
By
3 OH! 3


Black dress, with the tights underneath
I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth 
And she’s and actress (actress), 
But she aint got no need 
She’s got money from her parents and a trust fund back east 


T-t-t-tongues, always pressed to your cheeks 
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girls teeth
T-tell your boyfriend (boyfriend) if he said he’s got beef 
That I’m a vegetarian, and I aint fuckin scared of him! 


She wants to touch me woah 
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh 

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me 


She wants to touch me, woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh 

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me! 


Ex's, on the back of your hands 
Wash them in the bathroom, to drink like the bands 
And the set list, (set list)
You stole off the stage
Has red and purple lipstick all over the page 


B-b-b-bruises cover your arms 
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm 
And the best is (best is)
No one knows who you are 
Just another girl
Alone at the bar


She wants to touch me woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me


She wants to touch me woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me! 


Shush girl
Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

I said shush girl
Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips 

I said shush girl
Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips!

(Woah, woah, woah-oh-oh)
(Woah, woah, woah-oh-oh)

She wants to touch me woah
She wants to love me woah
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh 

Don’t trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me


She wants to touch me woah 
She wants to love me woah 
She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe 
Never trust a hoe 
Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me 

Well peeps, thats it for now!!! Ciao!! ^_^

Friday, June 12, 2009

12th June 2009 (Love is joy and pain together)

Joy, a sudden burst of energy, a feeling of elation, a feeling of empowerment, a feeling of hope. a feeling where you feel that it is truly the best day of your life, the feeling that makes you want to soar, or eat a very large meal, the feeling that you ahve when you are together with your most precious friends, the feeling you have when you are with your loved one, the feeling that makes you wake up in the morning just to see the sky. a moment in time where you feel that you are in perfect bliss, the feeling that you ahve when you are at peace, the feeling that you have when you are at one with yourself.

Pain, a sudden stab in your heart, the heaviness of your head and chest after a fight, the pent up emotions and feelings that you bottle up, the feeling that the wind has been taken out of you, the feeling after a slap in the face, the feeling of betrayal, the feeling of your heart being ripped to shred, the feeling of torment from the sight of something you could not believe. the feeling that you get when your assumptions are crushed, the feeling when your expectations are thrown out the window, the feeling that you get when the person you love is no longer by your side, the feeling of suffocation, the feeling you get when all hope is lost, the feeling you get when you let go of something or someone, your head spinning because you could not understand something.

Love........ need i say more? look into yourself and see, because that is where you are, you are here, in this moment, no where else.

ciao