4 May 2005 (Happiness)

these past few days have been a whirlwind of wierd but delightful events... both N and i have realised something.. we're both falling for each other.. 4 those who know us, its a very unlikely event... i dunno how it happened.. first she asked me if a girl was 2 tell me dat she's falling for me, wat would i say and do... u see for the past few days i've been thinkin whether or not i am falling for her.. da funny thing was i was going to ask her the same question.. anyway, i told her dat it would depend on who it was and then i asked her wat would she do and say if the same thing happened to her.. well wouldnt u kno it her answer was the same as mine.. then i asked her why did she me dat question and was she thinking about the same thing.. and yes she was.. so the both of us we're thinking bout the same thing but she got 2 me first since i didnt have much cred... hahaha.. regardless of wat happened, last night we talked on the phone again.. it kinda felt ackward at first.. there were moments of silence.. i was thinking of breakin the ice but somehow she got 2 it first.. then we started talking bout stupid stuff but then our conversation somehow got serious.. last night we were practically flirting and getting to know each other... my god!! if chameleon or Z or anyone found out, they're gonna freak!! they're gonna be so like " i told u so!!"... then we started to talk about how we like to treat our spouses and other stuff which is 2 explicit to mention on this page... finally both of us decided that we wouldnt mention this 2 anyone.. N is probably talkin 2 chameleon rigggghhhttt nnnnooooowwwww.... but for wat its worth, i actually feel happy... i have no regrets... well its still 2 early to be sure of anything but this relationship is gonna get interesting... hehehe... well i guess dats it peeps!! adios!!!