3rd October 2006(Evolution Part IV - Its a Time For Action)

well right now i have a lot on my mind.....

one is the biz project i'm negotiating... i knew there was goin to be alot to do but the authorities arent makin it easier for me.... i really really hate the beauracaracy crap they're giving me.....

the other thing is that once again i'm having mixed feelings on what i REALLY want to accomplish b4 i expire... sum ppl r just so damn pesimistic that they just dun believe in miracles... its kinda gettin on my nerves... they feel like they know everything but in true fact, they dont unless they have done it themselves.... even if they did, they give up and dun learn from their mistakes.... whats up with that?!

there r like a million opportunities in Brunei but they just dismiss it without considering it! i guess some people are just meant to stay the way they r for the rest of their life.... ppl keep on sayin that its hard to do this, hard to do that.... but hav they really tried it? nope! it sorta bothers me when i think about them.... they try to pin guilt on me for not being like them.... they make it seem like a sin to wanna try something new...

but i learned the hard way that opportunities r there when u r brave enuf to sieze them... i missed a lot of good things due to fear... brunei still has a lot of untapped potential that can be used... i consider it a blessing to this country that there r people in this country that have the guts to move forward and make something of themselves.. it shows that we bruneians are worth something... we bruneians are more than justs ppl who take things that we have now for granted...

where was that fire that we used to have? didnt one of our brunei sultan conqured most of south east asia? all of us have that spirit within us... all we have to do is tap into it....

i plan to take brunei into the future... to make it prosper as it did in the old days.... and there r ord like minded ppl around me... we seize the opportunities by the neck and choke it till we get it!!

actions speak louder than words... but combine action and words together, you will have something more... i thank god for giving me a mind, i thank god for giving me life.... i'm eternally grateful for it... and i wont just waste it.... god, give me strength to go through the obstacles in front of me... god, give me strength to do what i must do....

for those of you out there.... open ur mind... open ur heart... utilise ur mind... listen to ur heart... you only have one life to live... dun waste it... thank you for reading this....