20th September 2006 (Evolution Part II - Lonely in Gorgeous~~)

well well well... part II of the blog..... sorry it took too long... hahaha! i discovered a new thing i like.... its an anime on tv right now.. paradise kiss... my taste in anime is very... how can i out it.... peculiar... very few animes catch my attention.. and this one has gotten me hooked... it was the theme song that got me interested... lonely in gorgeous by Tommy February6..... some people might think the anime strange but it has some thing that caught my attention... i still dont know what it is..... here are the lyrics of the song...

Lonely in Gorgeous - Tommy February6

Gozen reiji, tobidashita

Tobira wo ketobashite

Garasu no kutsu ga warete

Doresu mo yabureta

Nee akirete iru n' deshou?

Oikaketemo konai

Namida ga afurete

Mou hashirenai wa...

Jerashii kamo... se-tsu-na-i...!!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...

Party night...I'm Breaking my heart

Imasugu mitsukete dakishimete hoshii

Heddoraito ga hikaru

...where are you Bad boy?

Ai no Sukaafu de namida wo fuite

Nani mo mienai

Hoshikuzu wo kakiatsume

Anata ni butsuketai

Naze kamau no?

Jibun shika ai senai kuse ni...

Shitsuren kamo... maji na no...?!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...

Party time...umaranai

Anata ga inai to karappo na sekai

Yume no tsudzuki ga mitai

"I miss you Bad boy"

Kirameki no naka ni tojikomenaide

Kowarete shimau wa

"Lonely in Gorgeous"

I'm Breaking my heart

Where are you Bad boy?

"Lonely in Party night"

"Lonely in Gorgeous"

I'm Breaking my heart

I miss you Bad boy

"Lonely in Party time"

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...

Party night...waraenai

Nani mo iranai tada soba ni ite

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...

Party night...

I'm Breaking my heart

Anata ga nokoshita

Kirameki no hako no naka de

Kodoku wo daite ugokenai

Nani mo iranai no tada soba ni ite

Hizamazuite watashi wo mite

Ai wo chikatte

English translation:

At midnight, I rushed out

I kicked the door,

My glass slipper broke,

and I also tore my dress

Hey, it's disgusting, isn't it?

Even if I chase you, you won't come

Tears fill up my eyes

and I can't run anymore

Maybe it's jealousy... I'm s-a-d...!!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...

Party night...I'm Breaking my heart

I want you to find me and hold me now

My headlights are shining

...where are you Bad boy?

I wipe away my tears with the scarf of love

and I can't see anything

I want to gather up the stardust

and throw them at you

Why should I care?

You can't love anyone but yourself...

Maybe it's heartbreak... For real...?!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...

Party time...I won't bury it

When you're not here, it's an empty world

I want to see the continuation of the dream

"I miss you Bad boy"

I won't be locked up in the glitter,

I'll break it down

"Lonely in Gorgeous"

I'm Breaking my heart

Where are you Bad boy?

"Lonely in Party night"

"Lonely in Gorgeous"

I'm Breaking my heart

I miss you Bad boy

"Lonely in Party time"

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...

Party night...I can't laugh

I don't need anything, just stay by my side

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...

Party night...

I'm Breaking my heart

In the sparkling box

You left behind,

I held my loneliness and can't move

I don't need anything, just stay by my side

Get down on your knees, look at me,

and swear you love me.

Tommy is actually a girl.. very cute i must say for a girl who styles herself as a nerd.... hahaha that sounds so perverted....

anyway, my life has definitely changed quite a bit over the past few weeks... and i kno there are more changes to come soon... talked to a friend of mine a couple of days ago on MSN... he said to me "you better get yourself a girl quick man".... to most people that might sound like peer pressure but its not... he knows what im goin thru.... amidst all the work and projects, i've sort of forgotten about girls.... the loneliness is still there but with me being preoccupied with other things, its been set aside... but i kno that once i have free time, the loneliness will start to kick in..... sigh.... at the moment, all i can do is keep my eyes open.... with the waythings are going now, i dont know what is in store for me in the future... so well just wait and see...

my friend and i began to talk about the projects i'm doing and i just found out that i can actually help his dad out.... at this moment in time, i'm still in negotiations but truth be told i know its a done deal... i have to keep my chin up, back straight and move forward..... take nomore bullshit or crap from any posers.... a lot of people are counting on me.... cant let anything take my focus away... i have to be..... fearless.....

Jay Chou
Huo Yuan Chia(Fearless)

he ming you ji hui he

lei tai deng zhe
sheng si zhuang
ying liao shen me

leng xiao zhe
tian xia shui de
di yi you ru he
zhi gan ge
wo bei shang wu de

wo de
quan jiao liao de
que nai he
tu zeng xu ming yi ge
jiang hu nan ce
shui shi qiang zhe
shui zheng yi tong wu lin de zi ge

xiao cheng li sui yue liu guo qu
qing che de yong qi
xi di guo de hui yi
wo ji de ni
jiao ao de huo xia qu

huo huo huo huo
huo huo huo huo
huo jia quan de tao lu zhao shi ling huo

wo wo wo wo
wo wo wo wo

huo zhe sheng ming jiu gai wan zheng du guo

wo wo wo wo
wo wo wo wo

guo cuo ruan ruo cong lai bu shu yu wo

huo huo huo huo
huo huo huo huo

wo men jing wu chu shou wu ren neng duo

.................................................................................................................... i have no more stuff to say now......... well ppl... thats the end of part II.... to be continued.....