13th November 2008 (Wolf Like Me, Closer, You Are Mine, Truth about Feelings, A New Earth)

Hello peeps!!

back again with another post!!

it has been a while since i'v thought abt my old friends from my JIS years. some i knew very well, some i wish i had known better, and some i wish i had taken the time to get to know. im still in contact with some of them, thorugh msn, facebook. however, most of them have jus gone off and its funny how much you miss them, even after such a long time. i miss you all!

as most of you know, i'v been listening to a lot of songs nowadays and here are 3 of my top songs now, "Wolf Like Me" by TV On The Radio, "Closer" by Joshua Radin and "You Are Mine" by Mutemath. as usual, here are the lyrics!!

Wolf Like Me

By

TV On The Radio

Say say my playmate

Won't you lay your hands on me

Mirror my malady

Transfer my tragedy

Got a curse I cannot lift

Shines when the sunset shifts

When the moon is round and full

Gotta bust that box gotta gut that fish

(My mind's aflame)

We could jet in a stolen car

But I bet we wouldnt get too far

Before the transformation takes

Its bloodlust tanks and

Crave gets slaked

My mind has changed

My body's framed,

But God I like it

My heart's aflame

My heart is strained

But God I like it

Charge me your day rate

I'll turn you out in time

When the moon is round and full

Gonna teach you tricks that'll blow your mongrel mind

Baby doll I recognize

You're a hideous thing inside

If ever there were a lucky kind

It's you, you, you, you

I know it's strange

Another way

To get to know you

You'll never know

Unless we go

So let me show you

I know it's strange

Another way

To get to know you

We've got 'til noon

Here comes the moon

So let it show you

Show you

(now)

Dream me oh dreamer

Down to the floor

Open my hands and let them

Weave onto yours

Feel me, completer

Down to my core

Open my heart and let it

Bleed onto yours

Feeding on fever

Down on all fours

Show you what all the

howling's for

Hey hey my playmate

Let me lay waste to thee

Burned down their hanging trees

It's hot (here), hot (here), hot (here), hot (here)

Got a curse we cannot lift

Shines when the sunset shifts

There's a curse comes with a kiss (we're howling forever)

The bite that binds the gift that gives (oh, oh)

Now that we got gone for good (we're howling forever)

Writhing under your riding hood (oh, oh)

Tell your gra'ma and your mama too (we're howling forever)

It's true, true, true, true... (oh, oh)

We're howling forever

Oh, oh

Closer

By

Joshua Radin

So, you're alone again

I wish it were over

we seem to never end

only get closer

to the point where I can take no more

the clouds in your eyes

down your face they pour

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

hush my baby now

your talking is just noise and won't lay me down amongst

your toys in a room where I can take no more

the clouds in your eyes

down your face they pour

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

photographs and brightly colored paper

are your mask you wear in this caper

that is our life

we walk right into the strife

and a tear from your eye brings me home

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

You are Mine

By

Mutemath

Everyone has their obsession

Consuming thoughts, consuming time

They hold high their prized posession

That defines the meaning of their lives

You are mine

You are mine

You are mine, oh mine

You are mine

There are objects of affection

That can mesmerize the soul

There is always one addiction

That just cannot be controlled

You are mine

You are mine

You are mine, oh mine

You are mine

Everyone has their obsession

Consuming thoughts, consuming time

They hold high their prized posession

They hold high their prized posession

for the past week or so, i'v done a lot of thinking and searching within myself for answers. and i have come across very.... interesting stuff. the truth about feelings, particularly my own. i have realised that it took one person to show me wat i SHOULD do in relationships. it was one of those moments of enlightenment that people have from time to time. its funny tho, if it was for her, i wud have kept repeating this pattern of how i go abt with relationships.

love carries no burden, love brings joy, true love is giving affection with out expecting anything in return, loving someone even tho they disappoint you, loving someone even though they have hurt you. i ahve always acted in a way where i jus cut off any love from the people that upset me, becoming a robot, no emotion towads them watsoever. thinking back, i feel guilty but wats done is done. and truth be told, those people have forgiven me as i have come to forgive them.

i'v been reading a book which some of you may have heard of, A New Earth. even from the first few pages, it has helped me realize and become aware of a lot more things abt my life. i would recommend it for anyone to read :D

well peeps, it wont be long now before my KL/Kuching trip for CV 3. i cant wait to meet some friends and make new ones. being around these special people has made my life richer and more fulfilling :D i cant thank them enuf and i will remember them for many years to come, creating many precious memories along the way :D

i think thats all for now!!!

adios, amigos ;)